on this beautiful sunday morning till night someone break up ....well i don't know when... why didn't anyone tell me ...why why am i the last one to know ...what sey..everything i got to know last min..well like the guy i got a crush on and he is alreally stead with one of my best best friends ...and do you know what she did ..she acccpect him....well. i was crush ...my heart was broken into hundred piece...well i know he don'tbelong to me well that i know...i can't belives that my friend will do this to me ....she know i like him...when i know.... i was the last one to know ...and she didn't tell me .and as a friend she was to tell me everything and watever. and she lie to me ...how could she do this to me......but i didn't not show my sadness infront of her...

hi...all,
To all my friends or who ever is reading this/having there "n"level...well i would like to wish you all the best ..and today i will start of with what i have been doing this sunday morning...k first i gone to the market wif my mum and grand pa.......actually..this is kind of boring ...so that is that...the end ....hehehehe

seriouly ,i did't not get to watch high school musical.. the first part only sey..wat so..sad sey ...i really want to watch...just my luck............................

i will really miss my friends and i am still think wat i am going to after my "n"level ...well still thinking...well k thank to my twinny for the so call "letter"hehe..well she is right to say love is not so important i think studies are more important ,well i can't remember la.. (and lazy to take it out from ny bag la)well my teacher say that "pls study hard ,and don't rot your future.....i know she want us to pass our "n"level same like my mum and my family....i know that they want to ask to pass for our own good....but she make me and my whole class stress......stress to the max..stress ..stress... well i hope i get to blog some more after my "n" level..hehehe ...i am tired i am goin to bed ......hey ....it is goin to near selamat hari raya...

great ..=< back to invisble town.....no one care about me( not include my familys)only my friends........invisble town here i come =<

No one understand me at all......not even the one i care and trust....me and my cool great friend(it's a guy)i figth with him on the phone "i meant smsing" i was so stress that i tell him that i no one understand me... well i just snap..... and i make him angry......well i regret what i did and said to him ....seriouly i regret it.....i seroiuly don't know what happen to me ...i just snap and i say bad thing and he is angry at me....and i cry in the room all alone coz my mum don't about this ....i cry because i regret what i did and if i can turn time i would take back what i said....i did said sorry to him...and he did forgive me....but i keep thinking that deep down he still have not forgive me fully.....whenever i think about it i feel like cry.....(but i never show it)in the past i always cry for small reasonsbut now i don't .....i hope he forgive me and give me a second chance.......to make thing right..... to make our friendship better.....i know we are friends till the end not ,more then that.....seriously i got it....we will not ever going to more then friends.... i got it.... i remember when you cheer me up when my mood is bad..... you help me ,i help you....i remember the great times when we were still friends from secondary one till now....i will not forget the great memories....i will always remember....always..even if we never keep in touch...


but i don't want our friendship to stop here i want it to last till the end.....will i miss him ....(when he sms me ) i am so sorry ..i am.. pls forgive me ..pls ...k if our friendship stop here right now.... i can just blame myself for what happen...but i would just want to say...thanks for being my greatest friend....and hope you are happy without me ...thanks for the memories....thanks

ps:i am so deeply sorry....
thanks for reading this ..you know who you are if you reading this...and thanks

atikah signing off.....=<

on this beautiful sunday morning till night someone break up ....well i don't know when... why didn't anyone tell me ...why why am i the last one to know ...what sey..everything i got to know last min..well like the guy i got a crush on and he is alreally stead with one of my best best friends ...and do you know what she did ..she acccpect him....well. i was crush ...my heart was broken into hundred piece...well i know he don'tbelong to me well that i know...i can't belives that my friend will do this to me ....she know i like him...when i know.... i was the last one to know ...and she didn't tell me .and as a friend she was to tell me everything and watever. and she lie to me ...how could she do this to me......but i didn't not show my sadness infront of her...

hi...all,
To all my friends or who ever is reading this/having there "n"level...well i would like to wish you all the best ..and today i will start of with what i have been doing this sunday morning...k first i gone to the market wif my mum and grand pa.......actually..this is kind of boring ...so that is that...the end ....hehehehe

seriouly ,i did't not get to watch high school musical.. the first part only sey..wat so..sad sey ...i really want to watch...just my luck............................

i will really miss my friends and i am still think wat i am going to after my "n"level ...well still thinking...well k thank to my twinny for the so call "letter"hehe..well she is right to say love is not so important i think studies are more important ,well i can't remember la.. (and lazy to take it out from ny bag la)well my teacher say that "pls study hard ,and don't rot your future.....i know she want us to pass our "n"level same like my mum and my family....i know that they want to ask to pass for our own good....but she make me and my whole class stress......stress to the max..stress ..stress... well i hope i get to blog some more after my "n" level..hehehe ...i am tired i am goin to bed ......hey ....it is goin to near selamat hari raya...

great ..=< back to invisble town.....no one care about me( not include my familys)only my friends........invisble town here i come =<

No one understand me at all......not even the one i care and trust....me and my cool great friend(it's a guy)i figth with him on the phone "i meant smsing" i was so stress that i tell him that i no one understand me... well i just snap..... and i make him angry......well i regret what i did and said to him ....seriouly i regret it.....i seroiuly don't know what happen to me ...i just snap and i say bad thing and he is angry at me....and i cry in the room all alone coz my mum don't about this ....i cry because i regret what i did and if i can turn time i would take back what i said....i did said sorry to him...and he did forgive me....but i keep thinking that deep down he still have not forgive me fully.....whenever i think about it i feel like cry.....(but i never show it)in the past i always cry for small reasonsbut now i don't .....i hope he forgive me and give me a second chance.......to make thing right..... to make our friendship better.....i know we are friends till the end not ,more then that.....seriously i got it....we will not ever going to more then friends.... i got it.... i remember when you cheer me up when my mood is bad..... you help me ,i help you....i remember the great times when we were still friends from secondary one till now....i will not forget the great memories....i will always remember....always..even if we never keep in touch...


but i don't want our friendship to stop here i want it to last till the end.....will i miss him ....(when he sms me ) i am so sorry ..i am.. pls forgive me ..pls ...k if our friendship stop here right now.... i can just blame myself for what happen...but i would just want to say...thanks for being my greatest friend....and hope you are happy without me ...thanks for the memories....thanks

ps:i am so deeply sorry....
thanks for reading this ..you know who you are if you reading this...and thanks

atikah signing off.....=<