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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
wat the hell ..why you think tat he is my bffl.will he is not he is jus my bf..ok....and why ..why do you say he is my bffl ..you know me more then him..i don't share my secret or problem with him..i don't ok..well i will not stop being your bffl..ok..coz i still want to be youbffl being your bffl is fun not boring if..you are not goin to be my bffl ...wat can i do...i can jus wait to be your bffl again..and thanks ..yea.for being in my life...when i am in sec and in ite..yea.anything you know how to contact me.........yea...i hate my stupid boring life..yea ..they girls in my class ..don't know tat i am hurting inside..and yea i regret.. for not listening to you but i did listen to you..k i did.he is the one who contact me not i contact me..k.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....i want the hurt to stop...and in class in make a fake smile.. yea i still care bout you zata...i nvr have a friends who..spends...until..310 and days... ahhhh..i nhate my life ..feeling like killing me self or cuting meself....ahhhh.......no freedom ,losing a bffl and ......ahhhhhh... i am hating it......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Tuesday, October 28, 2008
         I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.....YOU CAN COUNT ON IT..BFFL IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT..I DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANYONE...ELSE....THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME..YEA,... IF YOU WANT US NOT TO BE FRIENDS..IS UP TO YOU..I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIENDS.. NO MATTER WAT ...YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART...AND I WILL ALWAYS TREASURE THE GREATS TIME WE HAVE ..AND I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU...NO MATTER. WAT...IF WE ARE NO LONGING FRIENDS..I WILL MISS HAVING GREAT TIME WITH YOU .. THANKS FOR BEING IN MOST OF MY LIFE AND I BLAME MYSELF ..FOR NOT BEING A GOOD FREINDS.TO YOU.. NOW IT IS UP TO YOU IF YOU STILL WANT TO BE MY FRIENDS......AND FOR EVERY THING....AND I APPERIATE IT ALOT..THANKS... YOUR FRIEND(WELL IT IS UP TO YOU) ATIKAH... ahhhhh... WHY CANNOT ANY WAY ONE UNDERSTAND ME... AND YEA, WHO SAY HE WILL REPLACE YOU..NVR OK.. FINE THANKS....FOR MAKING ME...CRY,.. AND YEA WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST..AND YEA I AM ALONE .IN THIS STUPID WORLD WITH A STUPID LIFE..THANKS..I HAVE ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU AND NOT... YOU JUS WANT TO WALKAWAY WHEN I NEED YOU..THANKS..I THINK ..IT IS EVERY THING MY STUPID FAULT AND ....AHHHHHHHHH... I HATE MY LIFE...HATE IT... ..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND YEA,.THYANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME..THOUGH WAT EVER....THANKS...I COZ BELIVE.....YOU SAY TAT I MAKE YOU CRY..AND YEA YOU TOO MAKE ME CRY... COZ I CAN'T LOSE ANY ONE.......NOT YOU OR HIM.......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...... Sunday, October 26, 2008
movie was cool and well ...with zata and didi and my adik .and his friend...well movie was Hsm3 cool...rockx on la sey.woohoooo..we love the movie and ...woohoo.he hold me hand....sweet..is tat a good thing.......contiued... Thursday, October 23, 2008
well yesterday wat..like ..great but i am still sick and like wat the hell..yea..i got to go home with zata again..cool.and i ask him if he would like to take me..and he say he is on the way... with azmi....and like i finish at 6 and zata,like have to wait for me till 6..and so happy tat he agree to take us home(mean send me home)..and the bus like bloody late la..hate it....and we sit at the back of the bus..him,me and zata..and like then za say tat she want to priec...then i disagree and we fight and then i cry like hell.and plus it stress me up.and the pain is un bareble like...awwwww.....and he like calm me.. down and like i cough somemore and he say tat don't cry la..not nice sey...when you cry..then i stop..but it hurt inside...and we make -up... over the fight..(saying sorry not...the other making out) i don't roll like tat..and then..he say don't drink cold water.. but i did..(sorry.)and like i am so all over him again..like ..aw ..i can't ...not be all over him all the time.. it is so not in the girl code...thing.. awwwwww.....yea..za was right..i so don't knw how to be a girl... and awww.....it still hurt inside...and i was cold in the bus ..and he let me his sweater....it smell like his perfume ..(yea i like the perfume smell)..and we would like... talking and laughing..zata..always make me laugh...and hahahx.we have fun...yesterday.. her and him and me....and i still miss him..and he miss me too..haha..and i online only for await..and zata and him..too was online..we chat for await ..and then i watch tv..and i fall a sleep..and i wake up and go to the room and sleep..and still think of way happen jus now..it was like sweet...he is so caring.. zata thanks for whatever you did and do for me and goin home and sending me home yea..thanks..love you babe..and i can't wait for tis sat..we goin to watch..hsm3 wooohooo.....can 't wait..and i don't know wat to wear...ahhhhh.... help./. i have to sign off now... bye people do.. tag yea..peace...<3 Tuesday, October 21, 2008
 crap pic sey but..dare devil.haheheh sorry forgot to rotate the pic...waiting for you honey... you are suppose to take me...ello...did you forgot again..? love the first hairdo..  love you didi...omg my life is great..and yea..i have been sick for this pass 3 or 2 days..like wat the hell..today go to sch with zata and ema..blah..then i call him to confirm with him iif he sending me home..but in the end..no..like wat the hell i was so sad..eriously..but then take 58 to paris sir like i fall a sleep in the bus then when reach..i like blur spotong like tat..that i wat like why we go paris sir then end up tat 12 home and thensit under my block and chat chait wit zata..(talk crap)hahahx...well then turn out to be done my hair..zata do my hair so nice like .la..love it...and yea then send her take bus before that we take photo like crazy girl do.hahah....joking..and like she ask me to take pic on the road.like wat sey.. hahaz..have fun with her miss her lots..ltr i upload the pics....hahah...and for some reason i miss didi..miss you honey.. you will always be in my heart.. haha  Rusdy! read it I.LOVE.YOU! thanks to zata BFFL! HAHAH 310BFFLSHIP! YEAH mee tooooo!Ok so today did not have much waited for zata hahaha thanks ar make me waited for like half an hours! but still i love you! so after walking to school! zata went bck to class and i went to the canteen with Ema to wait for mad and lola! yeah we chat alot! so after that went to class start our lesson as always! really very hard to do! hahaha so i concentrate! alot! than i went down with them to the canteen to chit chat and have a rest saw zata and her classmate! sit directly beside us! so after that i went to class to get ready to go home! so i did but have to wait for zata! hahaha! rusdy say wanna take me but i guess bz with other thing and not noticing i misses him! forget it lah hahaha! so yeah went home with zata went to pasir ris than took 12 bck home and then under the voidec! hahaha i become zata hair model! hahah and theres allot of hair she do and i like is hahaha! so maybe tomorrow meet at her house early and than do my hair! yeh that's all so leave the rest to tomorrow! so long now tc!=) Monday, October 20, 2008
     azmi...is my friend is shy quiet and don't push him around... zata is my bffl(best friend for life..she is kind and ..well you have to understand her persontilly didi. well he is my guy..hoowoo..a guys a last..he is kind ,sweet and mine..and my friends me well .i am sweet,kind,,tk sombong and like to make friends but shy... jalan raya pics... on 18 oct... atikah signing off hey.. thanks for changing my friendster and blogger stuff ...thanks i autally lazy to update..sorry la...tired.and miss him...k la...zata thanks yea babe sch..wat can i say bout sch... tottally boring..aND I USE INTERNET THE WHOLE TIME... AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I FEELING LIKE A WANT TO JUMP.. Saturday, October 18, 2008
today i meet at 10.15 meet azmi..and then wait like an hour or maybe.. well not an hour..well it seem like it...and we take zata at theher house....like omg ...she is still not ready...like wait and like thirsy and no water...and then go take him.....and like super tired.. but when me him... like funny and he is super cute and hot..hahahx abit okok la..and like in the bus...we make joke and talk2 like hahahx....miss you guys got alot to talk about.....and.....we talk.and talk.. and well i forget and we only go to 2 house and hahahx sweet... and plus i got headache....    OMG,well...omg i was so...sad..that i was all over him omg...i was so very, i don't know ....i just think i fallen for him..and i like so not following the girls rule (as girl code)....and he is sweet,cute handsome and mine (hahahx...)watever...me and azmi and me and zata... today we goin so call jalan rqaya...miss you .. do you think...i am worth it.. to be with him...coz well he is a cute sweet handsome ...guy.. but why he choose me....i so wat to know what... Wednesday, October 8, 2008
well i got this guys.. who my friends intro me to but on phone only and now i got another guy well he is ok...and it is hard to say to the first guy tat i got a guys... coz i fallen for both of them... Wednesday, October 1, 2008
well today was so tired.. seriously.. i have to help out at the kitchen like every year of hari raya and all.. dahh....tired ..but still can use com hehehex...and i am like give duit raya ....cool sey... i like bing a kid or a teenage... coz we get money niot give money...well the reason of hari raya is to start a fresh life without and sins or with ever bad stuff.. you did.. la..and before that..you have to apoloyise to your parent well whoever is older then you la...and likeand ... miss my friends...and him... he nvr sms or ring me..of anything at all..well when ever he want to call me is all at nitez so... i say not you can call in the afternoon or in the monining... can but..not at night........so kk i have to offlin enow..coz i want to bath.... yayaya see yea.... sign off shy girl a.k.a. atikah |