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Sunday, November 30, 2008
..jus today,, i read my bffl blog and i cry .. and yeah i though she is just have a bad day or sometimes .. but she is serious about me and her not been fwen anymore ... well i got prove that i jus ask her to go and meet up at hourbor front ..and she ask me to go to meet her at bedok like i lazy ..coz i got an mrt station near my house..and like fight just about a small matter , i told her that.. why i every time have to go to her place ...and fetch her.. just that then i will get to the point ..she say we are not fwen anymore ..and i can't said anyting..coz she ask me to shut up....and i cry that nitez.and my brother say why must you find fwens like her ..and i cry and go and change..and i need say a word and tears coming right out of my eyes.. and yea i sms her phone but . i jus don't know why i can't stop being her fwen.. she she is my bffl .. no matter wat.. i can't believe that i lost a fwen........i lost her twice now in my 2008.. i don't hate her.. i am jus upset ..and i was like asking her fwen ..why zata nvr come and all..... .yea .. still i feel the hurt that i lost a nother person i my life..and .... i hate the feelin................i seriously don't know wat to do.. my fwen ask my to give her abit spceto cool down.. people pls .. if you don't know the real stroy .. don't jus judge.. ok...listen to both sidess. pls and wat my fwen at ite ... like you being your fwens wat .. why can't you ... why must you think negative.. tell me la....why must you think ...like that ??????.. no matter wat you will always be mybffl .. signing out atikah Monday, November 24, 2008
today was so... busy have to pass up my asssignment by today and all... no time to chat on ebuddy at sch..and all.after i finish then i can la.. i am so stresss and my teacther call my sotong coz in japanese ika means squid.. and bean start to call me sotong to.. and i was like bean stop it sey..hahahahaha.. i know it is a joke la.. hahahha..well bean is a funn and yet serious at some point and in games to.... hahahaahah.......and yet i did not see zata at sch to.. well maybe she is taking care of her bro again...and if she nvr come she will tell me ... but did not.... i was worrying but i was too stresss and i don't know i concrete at my work.. coz it is included in my exam la...... on both sat and sun .was tiring and yet fun...and got to meet all my cousin... who i nvr knw be fore..sweet..sometiome we have something in common i think.. oh well.. nid=ce la.. but after i went home on sun ..i go bath and slept the whole day i think....but sweet day and scard day to... Friday, November 21, 2008
well, to me love is diff.. like love frm famliy and friends .. but love frm a guy .. is diff .. well my life is like this.. i can't fall in love if i do.. the same problem will be happening again.. so it is better to jus have a crush on a person rather then .. being with the person.. ... and....hmmmmm.......well got a crush on this guy ....but he is attach i think.. watever la... well.. it is better to live alone in a world without a guys in my life... ahhhhh... if i fall in love it is hard to let the person ..go when you have to...love without love ..is hard for me.. when .. my fwen and they boi.. isstill together.. buut that is love i have being..a nerk in primary and sec.. and now i only have a litte of experince...of relationship .. yeah it is pathier...... and like lame..ahhhh.. wat to do the past .. you can't change.. atikah signing out Saturday, November 15, 2008
WELL TODAY,TODAY LIKE FUCK LA..MY HEAD LIKE HURT FRM MORNING TILL AT NITEZZ ..COZ YESTERDAY I CRY LA..CONTIUESLY.. CRY..LA..AND YEAH.. SOMEONE SLIT HIS HAND AND SLIT MY NAME ON IT(DON'T KNW IF IT IS TRUE..).. AND YEAH I CRY AGAIN..AHHHH...AND NOT TODAY MY HEAD AND MY WHOLE IS NOT RIGHT...AND YEA I MISS SOMEONE.. BUT I CAN'T PUT HIGH HOPE .. COZ I WAS HURT WHEN I PUT HIGH HOPE ON A GUY.. AND END UP...BREAK WILL I BREAK WITH ME.....AND.. YEA I TRY TO SLIT MY HAND ..BUT I WAS TO A COWARD TO DO IT... SO I JUST CRY ON.... YESTERDAY WAT THE WEIRD AND WORST DAY ..EVER ....AND ..YEA.. AND I WAS WILLING TO NOT LOVE SOMEONE BUT THE PERSON LIKE CAN'T REMEMBER THE NEXT DAY..LIKE OK I CRY FOR NOTHING..LIKE WAT I DON'T KNOW WHY IS MY HEART AND MIND HURTING LIKE THIS.. IS IT COZ.. IT IS SIGNAL ME .OR SOMETHING..WELL I DON'T KNOW I KIND OF MISS HIM... AND I WROTE AT TOPIC YESTERDAY...FOR FUN.. IT IS IS ADULT OF TEEN LIFE HARD.. AND LOVE IS MEANING TO ME.. ..AND I CALSS I DRAWING SOME THING WHICH HAPPEN ABPOUT YESTERDAY.TOOO.AND LIKE IN CLASS MY HEAD IS IN ANOTHER. WORLD OR SOMETHING.. COZ I WAS SICK..AND TIRED NOT ENOUGH SLEEP MAYBE..WELL I AM NOT SURE WHY I AM LIKE THIS..YES LOVE IS HARD TO UNDERSTAND AND YET I FALL IN LOVE ANYWAYS.. Thursday, November 13, 2008
ahhhh... i hate my life....ahhhh... putra sliting his hand ...coz he tell me the truth..but i can't care less .. then he offline then..ahhhh.. yea. i cry.. coz i don't knw ..maybe coz i like him..of something ahhhhh .putra pls stopppppp//// you hurt yourself you are hurting me too....   pics.... me alalalal i forot to rotate.. alaaa... and the pic below is us ... me and my fwen ..long time nvr see her sey.. and yea .today borin sey i have to go home early and like have to eat home alone alaaaa.. coz zata nvr come sey... boring to the max..ahhhhhhhhh............. Wednesday, November 12, 2008
well today was ok..and well.. when i reach home i was so tired....BUT STILL HAVE TIME TO PLAY COM AHAHHA....I AM SAD THAT YASMIN HAVE CHANGE ALOT...I WAS LISTENING TO A SONG...THEN SUDDENLY I CRY..COZ FOR SOME REASON I MISS MY EX.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Sunday, November 2, 2008
 in singapore flyer .. my unlce take pic also... zata and me(below) in our jackets  zata and me twin ..yea she do my hair ... nice right? cute my ..heheeh..no time to rotate hollowen at singapore flyer..ahhhhhh....run.. i am with a cute zombie hahaha.... skull head ahhhhh..... cool..wait ahhhh...hlep me.. vampire....take pic then run hahahah in the flyer ...slow sey .. we went to a wed thing then arab street then chatchit then go singapore flyer... the swesen...ahhh..i atually type a long one already but the blog page go back..then i forget to save ..like ahhhh... |