well,today i can't go home early coz i finish late and my friend is rubbing it in my face that she can go.. but i though if she nvr go then we can go home together but .. she like promise the cadets that she will come but ....if she miss hang out with me .. she can say ok i will go home with you but she say i promise the cadets already sey.. like wat .. sey.. wat was sad .. she say like that sey .. coz she sms me saying she miss me .. but at the end she go ncc.. and i can't la.. aghhhhh.. well the bright side is that.. well there is no bright side......aghhhhh....watever la.. ...i almost cry infront of her and my friends but i change topic..but in my heart i was cry alittle...in the ..my old fwen call me like wow.. all of a sudden .. and all..well he cheer me up after he rubthe word in my face saying that i can't go ncc..
i think .. i don't think .. any of my cadets ask where i am .. or anything...i think they do give a damn.. coz my bffl is there.. i am also out dated on stuff.. and all...i am sad.. sey.. and now i feel like cry sey i don't knw why...
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

watever .......
atikah

so .. three day nvr update so busy with stuff and all... coz .. familys all come to have a meeting .. but of coz g ot food right so got to help around the house la.. and well... busy for around 3 days...and fridaywas totally busy non-stop and tmr my couzin are still at home and so have to play with them ..coz they don't knw how to rest .. well wat to do kids....and got a mega haedachec.. so nvr do nothing much.... then tmr wake up.. it is okok... headachec is almost gone .. abit still ...we when to east coast to exesice and then is when i have the headache...then....i don't knw wat to type.. coz.....hmmm.... i don't have a clue to type wat anymore....wat to do......
gtg.....bye..

some of the entires are set at the wrong date sorry hahaha .. can't change it

heartbroken i saw you with your friend in the train.. and having fun too.. but yet i was happy that i saw you there in the same train .. but scary to say hey.. for some reason.. but i was like don't want to disturd them ... though they are couple but .. not.. hahah.. and well ..

today at sch i was angry and like piss off coz no internet sey ..but theni was like stress and my teacher sit beside me and say .. why??? you like like sad or stress then i say ..internet don't have do work la.. in a very angry and bored modd. and then my teacher say the internet plunged is not plunge in.. then i was like wat the hell like i have been stress up and have no internet access.. aggggghhhhhhh...... then ... use comp to check my tagged and all... then like bored again ..the i saw my crush .. well i just like his hair hahahah...and his style la..hahha...
but my old crush handsome hahah..bored again..

then thiking of goin home with my besty.. but her go ncc like wat sey nvr say then i finish at 6 but go home at 5 .. then late min when home at with mum hahah...then traffic jam like long sey hahah...
then got to know that he is attach .and my crush toward him is gone ....... wat to do...sad and relife..

have to move on... watever la..
and now that i have read my fwen blog.. i am sad that we are kind of forcing her in the spot that she don't want.... sorry i am really sorry...and ..


just now in class i was stress ... almost the half class is like watch gost vidoe all of a sudden .. la hahaha... tk penah. sey ahahah..i was like stresss like wat sey.. and almost do half...... hahaha

ps..sorry that i skip and a mix the story all around hahah..
atikah signing out..

today is so dull like like hell la... i sleepy and well .. like lazy to do my work but have to.. so wat to do..
did no see him to day .. or he have not come yet hahaha... i am like look out for him hahah.. so bored..
la
listening to song is okok... and well i having a headache now..
..ahhh...
i was like piss off yesterday la... stupid la.my friend say that her voice is better then mine .. like wat the hell la...i was angry but sad and like laughing mu butt out hahahah
..gtg.. bye.hahaha

on thursday ..for my course.. all of the students have a free day .. but the down side is that. we got something on that day.. it is a sand team buliding .. and .. bulid at sand stuff la.. hav e fun with my peers and all.. our class was like crazy ... so full of teamspirts .. but we did not win... hahahah.. it was fun to the max..

on monday.. well on the sat i didn't not go anyways , but on the plus side my grandpa .. bake pizza homemade . so nice .. i eat more then one piece hahah.. and well.. the at nitez my couzsin come .. no big suprise there hahah.. no much happen .. on sat .. early int the morining .. i went for jogging or walking hahah..at well i though at botania garden but end up at east coast .. so lame ..hahah.. plus i was like wearing t-shirt, shorts and my black vans shoe.. and when we walking .. everyone who pass me look at my outfit.. i jus hate it .when people stare or look at me...well may be there don't have a life or sometime.. well wat to do.. and i laugh it out.. and forgetting bout it.. thenwith thye same outfit.. when to gelyang .. to buy stuff to cook.. and like lame la. coz i was like oh shit ... plus the place was crowded to the max ..lalal.. and there is not place to eat ... so we wait.. i hate to wait hahah..well the .. finish buying stuff and eatand all.. the buy a polo t-shirt .shit .. no size look to small(ladies t) and i brought a guy t.. then .. fitting sey.. like shit but did not look like a guy t ..so ok... .. then ... help around with the cooking but to tired to contiuse.. and all.. and we have crab.. sweet .. hahaha.. nice ans spice.. ahahaha.. well that is it la...??

gtg atikah

well now i am like not doin anything special .. well. and all.and can say so bored at least i got someone to chat with at nitez coz i like using the com and all. la...bored if using com and not see who is online .. well i miss the senoir at my sch... i mean ite ... am like a junior .. but now it is my 2 year now.. and stress and also like add on to me and my fwen .. coz of the study ...but the teacher rockz la...and like ello.. who must we go home at 6 boring sey.. i like use internet .. almost the whole day .. la.. but .. so wat the school pay the bill not us so. okok.. la.. and like on firday .. i meet at guy who sch at the same ite ,as me .. and like i so like his style la..and he look so cool .. but .. for some reason i can't have the nevre to say hi.. and my fwen ask my to shout his name ..like ... i just keep staring.. wanted to say some thing but...i just do my own thing.....so wat to do.. and .. on firday i went to my sec cca open house .. saw and my ex class mate and all... and miss them so must .. laa....
but i was like invisble at some point ..and i hate it ... la.. i don't knw why i just can't feel that i am invisble or useless .. la.. coz they nvr talk to me much .. they only miss my bffl.... more then me.. i know i was not popular at my sec ..and i am like a nerk and all.. and i feel so ..like ahh i hate my self sometimes..... ahhh..... but now i knw i am okok.......

i say belated is becoz .. i did not have time to blog .. yesterday .. celebrating new year with my family and couzin .. it was a last min thing hahaha.. well .. we were suppsed to celebrated at changi.. bt crowd and not parking space so... go to changi airport .. hahah like our favourite place ..coz of swensen.....but did not go hahaha..well then go for a drive to the highway..so that can see the fire works .. which we did ..just abit . coz traffic jam and all.. like lame a bit hahaha... and like we were in the car ..shouting happy new year and stuff .. and my couzin was try to blow the air horn that he bought .. but i did not work and the thing smell like fish market hahah... stinking.. serioulsy.... .. and

TO my bffl happy belated new year..
i will help you in anyways that you can pass ..
but still i will be in the same sch so no worries...
jus sms me if you need any notes for sch . or anything.
twinny all the way hahaha.. and no matter wat i will not give up on my friends who need my the most..



and to all bloggers.. happy new year yea.. let' rock the new 2009 without violents yea... ..

well,today i can't go home early coz i finish late and my friend is rubbing it in my face that she can go.. but i though if she nvr go then we can go home together but .. she like promise the cadets that she will come but ....if she miss hang out with me .. she can say ok i will go home with you but she say i promise the cadets already sey.. like wat .. sey.. wat was sad .. she say like that sey .. coz she sms me saying she miss me .. but at the end she go ncc.. and i can't la.. aghhhhh.. well the bright side is that.. well there is no bright side......aghhhhh....watever la.. ...i almost cry infront of her and my friends but i change topic..but in my heart i was cry alittle...in the ..my old fwen call me like wow.. all of a sudden .. and all..well he cheer me up after he rubthe word in my face saying that i can't go ncc..
i think .. i don't think .. any of my cadets ask where i am .. or anything...i think they do give a damn.. coz my bffl is there.. i am also out dated on stuff.. and all...i am sad.. sey.. and now i feel like cry sey i don't knw why...
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

watever .......
atikah

so .. three day nvr update so busy with stuff and all... coz .. familys all come to have a meeting .. but of coz g ot food right so got to help around the house la.. and well... busy for around 3 days...and fridaywas totally busy non-stop and tmr my couzin are still at home and so have to play with them ..coz they don't knw how to rest .. well wat to do kids....and got a mega haedachec.. so nvr do nothing much.... then tmr wake up.. it is okok... headachec is almost gone .. abit still ...we when to east coast to exesice and then is when i have the headache...then....i don't knw wat to type.. coz.....hmmm.... i don't have a clue to type wat anymore....wat to do......
gtg.....bye..

some of the entires are set at the wrong date sorry hahaha .. can't change it

heartbroken i saw you with your friend in the train.. and having fun too.. but yet i was happy that i saw you there in the same train .. but scary to say hey.. for some reason.. but i was like don't want to disturd them ... though they are couple but .. not.. hahah.. and well ..

today at sch i was angry and like piss off coz no internet sey ..but theni was like stress and my teacher sit beside me and say .. why??? you like like sad or stress then i say ..internet don't have do work la.. in a very angry and bored modd. and then my teacher say the internet plunged is not plunge in.. then i was like wat the hell like i have been stress up and have no internet access.. aggggghhhhhhh...... then ... use comp to check my tagged and all... then like bored again ..the i saw my crush .. well i just like his hair hahahah...and his style la..hahha...
but my old crush handsome hahah..bored again..

then thiking of goin home with my besty.. but her go ncc like wat sey nvr say then i finish at 6 but go home at 5 .. then late min when home at with mum hahah...then traffic jam like long sey hahah...
then got to know that he is attach .and my crush toward him is gone ....... wat to do...sad and relife..

have to move on... watever la..
and now that i have read my fwen blog.. i am sad that we are kind of forcing her in the spot that she don't want.... sorry i am really sorry...and ..


just now in class i was stress ... almost the half class is like watch gost vidoe all of a sudden .. la hahaha... tk penah. sey ahahah..i was like stresss like wat sey.. and almost do half...... hahaha

ps..sorry that i skip and a mix the story all around hahah..
atikah signing out..

today is so dull like like hell la... i sleepy and well .. like lazy to do my work but have to.. so wat to do..
did no see him to day .. or he have not come yet hahaha... i am like look out for him hahah.. so bored..
la
listening to song is okok... and well i having a headache now..
..ahhh...
i was like piss off yesterday la... stupid la.my friend say that her voice is better then mine .. like wat the hell la...i was angry but sad and like laughing mu butt out hahahah
..gtg.. bye.hahaha

on thursday ..for my course.. all of the students have a free day .. but the down side is that. we got something on that day.. it is a sand team buliding .. and .. bulid at sand stuff la.. hav e fun with my peers and all.. our class was like crazy ... so full of teamspirts .. but we did not win... hahahah.. it was fun to the max..

on monday.. well on the sat i didn't not go anyways , but on the plus side my grandpa .. bake pizza homemade . so nice .. i eat more then one piece hahah.. and well.. the at nitez my couzsin come .. no big suprise there hahah.. no much happen .. on sat .. early int the morining .. i went for jogging or walking hahah..at well i though at botania garden but end up at east coast .. so lame ..hahah.. plus i was like wearing t-shirt, shorts and my black vans shoe.. and when we walking .. everyone who pass me look at my outfit.. i jus hate it .when people stare or look at me...well may be there don't have a life or sometime.. well wat to do.. and i laugh it out.. and forgetting bout it.. thenwith thye same outfit.. when to gelyang .. to buy stuff to cook.. and like lame la. coz i was like oh shit ... plus the place was crowded to the max ..lalal.. and there is not place to eat ... so we wait.. i hate to wait hahah..well the .. finish buying stuff and eatand all.. the buy a polo t-shirt .shit .. no size look to small(ladies t) and i brought a guy t.. then .. fitting sey.. like shit but did not look like a guy t ..so ok... .. then ... help around with the cooking but to tired to contiuse.. and all.. and we have crab.. sweet .. hahaha.. nice ans spice.. ahahaha.. well that is it la...??

gtg atikah

well now i am like not doin anything special .. well. and all.and can say so bored at least i got someone to chat with at nitez coz i like using the com and all. la...bored if using com and not see who is online .. well i miss the senoir at my sch... i mean ite ... am like a junior .. but now it is my 2 year now.. and stress and also like add on to me and my fwen .. coz of the study ...but the teacher rockz la...and like ello.. who must we go home at 6 boring sey.. i like use internet .. almost the whole day .. la.. but .. so wat the school pay the bill not us so. okok.. la.. and like on firday .. i meet at guy who sch at the same ite ,as me .. and like i so like his style la..and he look so cool .. but .. for some reason i can't have the nevre to say hi.. and my fwen ask my to shout his name ..like ... i just keep staring.. wanted to say some thing but...i just do my own thing.....so wat to do.. and .. on firday i went to my sec cca open house .. saw and my ex class mate and all... and miss them so must .. laa....
but i was like invisble at some point ..and i hate it ... la.. i don't knw why i just can't feel that i am invisble or useless .. la.. coz they nvr talk to me much .. they only miss my bffl.... more then me.. i know i was not popular at my sec ..and i am like a nerk and all.. and i feel so ..like ahh i hate my self sometimes..... ahhh..... but now i knw i am okok.......

i say belated is becoz .. i did not have time to blog .. yesterday .. celebrating new year with my family and couzin .. it was a last min thing hahaha.. well .. we were suppsed to celebrated at changi.. bt crowd and not parking space so... go to changi airport .. hahah like our favourite place ..coz of swensen.....but did not go hahaha..well then go for a drive to the highway..so that can see the fire works .. which we did ..just abit . coz traffic jam and all.. like lame a bit hahaha... and like we were in the car ..shouting happy new year and stuff .. and my couzin was try to blow the air horn that he bought .. but i did not work and the thing smell like fish market hahah... stinking.. serioulsy.... .. and

TO my bffl happy belated new year..
i will help you in anyways that you can pass ..
but still i will be in the same sch so no worries...
jus sms me if you need any notes for sch . or anything.
twinny all the way hahaha.. and no matter wat i will not give up on my friends who need my the most..



and to all bloggers.. happy new year yea.. let' rock the new 2009 without violents yea... ..