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well, recently.i have no itme to use comp at sch and at home, so yeah... and so now i updating la. and well have a funny day with the studentwho r going to china. it is a team buliding and bonding time yeah.. and well.i so hope the trip is not cancel. la.. i really want to go la.and i read it newspaper that some of the students from other's schooll. have cancel there trip out of singapore la..well i can wait ..please . make it happen .. i really wat to go china. coz i want to rest my mind and stop thinking of him.... argh.. angry .. sey.. and i want to forget .. but it is hard .argh.

so people short la. me updates hahaha
atikah signing out.

bloody hell..la.... today not my day .and the stupid one dollar is like ...can use..and well..i give to ema..and... then my day okok.. and don't knw wat to blog about..

so well.. nothing.. well so boring and random... bath at around 3 like that.. hard awake .. hahha.. but still awake la..and went out with my family to suntec and plaza singapure, and and .. wel i brought.. stuff.. snow cap..light brown and dark brown.. and this sweater.. sweet, but can't zip but look nice with it.hahahah.. and well i am still confused. and don't knw wat to do..... and will once in a life time.. and there is still one more year.. so ok wat.... and well....can't wait for result tomorrow.argh sacred and excited at the sometime la... hahha. and the hamster is .my teacher's and he is goin to and he is sad la.. hahahha..and ice cream .. heheheh..long time i never eat hahaha... so happy got to eat hahah...hahah.. my fwen rockz.. who ever know me.. hahah/.and the bunny photo is my favorite stuff animal.. cute right.. ahhhaah..hehehhe...

i can't believe you thought that i am going because of her.. and plus i seriously .. forgot ok.. and you got your another bff. at least i ask her if she can follow wit you to audition.. and at least i am thinking for you..ok.. am i am goin to china for helping , and i was looking a for a place to run from my problem .. not tat i would want break the promise .. but i knw i am not a good singer ok. but you have chance.. and you keep saying that you think yourself....i was nevre to go to the interview.and i can't believe .. but i know that you are freak out coz i am not gooin yeah .. but not becoz of her ok.. i was thinking.. the chance.. ok..and frm the point of my view you are close to you bff.ok...arghh..
confusedgurl(atikah)

so well .. i was so scary that the interview was today , and i did not know that at facebook got details. and i was like waited to be the one who got in and ... it was my turn and ..amd i was so nevres that i have butterfly.. hahahh.. to be finish tmr or when ever

guys that i know.. are freaks and hypocrites"PERSONALLY".. then in tend to lie.. coz there know that i am too caring and.. are sacred to stand up from myself.and yet.. and now you are like them .. and thanks for step to like me .. but i am not going to put high hope on you.. coz .. guys i thought you are difference but you are not..arghh.. guys.. argh .. i don;t knw.. have a feelin for this guys but he is like the sweet and yet he is a jerk.. i don't knw i am confused .. and ithink.. i am seroiusly screw la..coz.i am in love with this guy but..what my fwen say about you .. and i trust her.coz i knw her first and i know you later.. and you are sucha playboy.. but.. i don't knw wat to say anymore..

to bffl:thanks you such tell me.. sooner then later coz my heart is like sheder again.. now i am so happy that i am thinking of goin to the trip and forget bout my stress and him.and do sometimes good for myself(so call project)and i need a new life.. coz my heart is in a million piece ..so i stupid give high hope on a guy(crush)and .. bffl you will always be the one there for me.. and i am cry coz i am navie to belive a guy..arghh...

contiued if i have anyother edit to this entries. yea..
atikah signing out with a sad and irrated face and .. feel like cry..arghhhhhhhhhhhh

happy and sad... i don't knw why... i got to chat with him.. but .. he is downloading song. and i wanted to cry for some reason at least i am waiting for him to online and chat.. on.his birthday..

yea.. and well i ask him question. and he is like answer the question then he silent ... yea.. and yeah..i asking him if i am disturd ing him and he say no.. and we are like fwen talking to eachother.. no like he have a crush on me...yeah.. so yea sad la..

and i am alone awake at this time my family sleep already.. just o wait for him to online..andi miss the him.. chat with me like the old times haha.... and he is actually this sweet guys who like to webcam with me .. but he have no webcam logo .so yeah.. now is dull and boring

..yea.so yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU then yeah..i just want to say i misses you alot and only my heart and my fwen knw how i feel toward you...

well today is my crush bdae .. heheh.. happy for him.. but i still wait for him and imisses him.. hahaha.,.. i know it is lame.. and if you tell someone your bdae wish ..is that counted??hmm... hope so.. soon heheh.. ican'twait to meet him.. face to face..la.. if can hehehe..and i hope no one take him frm me..heheheh.. love him...sooo.... so happy birthday to you... so you r 18 right?? heheh.. 20april.....is today.. and i hope you still have to same feelings that i have toward you...muakx...
xoxoxo..
atikah..

well yesterday did not get to online with my friends coz i was sick and specially him.. and i was think think.. and .. today i got to online for await .. but he seem like busy so. yea.. ireally misses him..and no one knw how much .i misses him.. and if i miss some one .. i will miss them badly.. and i am now... and .. yea.... and i don't knw..wat to think.. maybe he found someone better then me or he is really busy when i am not.. maybe..stupid head.. (thinking of negative things only.) argh...

well yesterday , i was sick the whole day thought school.. well yeah ..i can't stay home coz ..it will be boring and today must go workshop.. yeah.. and around 2 plus .. my head hurt so bad.. that i feel like fainting but.. i did not.. and i think to much that is why. and i cry the day before .. and i keep ing the question that i was shock about.and i feel that i have a meant in life . well sometimes behind my smile.. i maybe thinking of diffence emotion but i am not goin to do that to my friends who ar ehappy and cheerful at home..that is me.. like to keep my thought to my self sometimes.. but ..i have fallen for his guys.. who i can't for get and misseshim deeply.in my mind. and thinking.. is it true of a dream.. welll. yea.

and i was thinking of online today, but my head hurt so bad that ican't bearly stand .. i must be in bed and i have to sleep at 9 plus.. i was to see if he is online .. coz i miss him.. and yeah...
miss you so bad.. ok..and.ok la i want to go and sleep back ...nitez.
post for(17 apr 09)

well , today like bad day for me coz.. sometimes i do have a bad day and my bffl cheer me up. and he was so online and i was so happy and .. wellme and zata were praticing our sing online and yeah.. and then heis online back coz he went for his lunch and then .. he was so cute and he say he miss me .a dn i miss him to. but badly miss him. (hehehe) and .. yeah. webcaming with zata.. alot and want to webcam with him .. but he want to sleep but chating with me.then i ask him to sleep la.coz pity sey .. just to chating with me he don't wnat to sleep .. then i ask him .la.. fingd topic la.. to chta coz boring sey..and then he say okok.. and yea.. he say the tpoic bout me then me?? then he say about us.. then i sayus?? meaning?? the he silent .. ahahah.. then i ask him.. ae we just fwen or.. and he say.. well this part i willnot tell out (hehehe)..it is between me and him and my bffl... and i was like shock and i was like crying for some reason and like argh i have make the bigger wrong move evr.. and i sholud have say to him how i feel.. and he feel the same way.. and zata was like .. OMG.. la. go tell him.. youknw you want to .... and i did and i send a msg to him at his facebook.. and hope he read it .. and reply.. to...and zata say omg a=and like abit crazy for like 10 mins i think coz she can't believe.. and .."the person is far but love will be foreverin my heart".. and well yeah. i sleepy already .. nitez.. and "love you ...

Lorikk..."and miss you... much..

signing out atikah

the pic that i edit ...

cool or wat the outfit...

he did the spilt with his fwens.. and yeah.,.cool sey..

and this is me(atikah)the photograher to .. but i did not do duty today so yeah...

this is( juraima) the other photograher.

the photograhyer (Madina)the cutest one.

their are rockz our wolrd and they are the great' VOGUELICIOUS' the pics is candid i think

and photo shot anyone.. 'VOGUELICIOUS' you are up.....pose abit.. pose your favourite pose.nice sweet.. ok thanks .'NEXT ' group pls..!!!

i love this pic(the best pic ,i mean)
the rockz to the core.... ahhhh..so lame la..coz i did not see the concert but.. i saw the part when the "VOGUELICIOUS" ending only like sad.. i so love their moves and the way they do their thing and .. brave to wear what they want to wear.. and to be diffent and they rockz in my book.. (heheh).. i can't believe that i saw them in the morning and i was like OMG it's them la..and i told my fwen about it.. and well my fwen is fwens with one of them i think..how cool is that. and well.. the ending part..of the voguelicious dance.. and everyone who was watch.. cheering like crazy and i was too.... i can't stop sey that they rockz. la...adn i love the yellow dude hair.. styling to the max.. and i love what the blue dude is wearing.sorry i don't knw the guys names..and .. well .. yea.. and i am uploading the pics.. and thanks tomy fwens EMA&MADDY.. for taking the pics.. thanks.. if anyone have the video which is takne at teh ite bishan tell me.. ok.thanks. and there was a tie andthey have to battle who is the best among 2 teams i think and they rockz it.. and suddenly the members frm the voguelicious and they do their thing ..and the crowd goes wild and crazy .. including me.. woohhooooo..!!!!!and like my school stuff are not finish yet .. coz i can't miss watching their dance moves la..blog by me and i will edt some pics of them.. yea.. upload the pics soon....

well.heyhey bffl CONGRATS. that you and him ..are almost one month..happy for you..and hope he is the true and the one for you..and.yea.. and well today i goin to blog very damn random.. yeah..so today tired of crying and coz of stress. got story (don't ask,i just saying)and.. is it so lame to be in love with a people who is not yet a couple with you and you like him like you are. and thinking if he is thinking of you and well still love you... well i am in that suitation... and i hate and love it at the same time.. heheh!!well every time i am misses him..like i have been hit by cupid arrow/lovebug bite me .. and the love stuck to me like clue.and when i look at him(for webcam)hehehehehahahah.....i like became shy,and laughing at his sweet cute smile he have.. well i can't help it.. he is toooo...... cute and his smile is so dreaming.. seriously well to me.. and he is so...sweet and romance..which i keep saying in my entries now and then .. heheh sorry people who read it......well i allready say the entires will be random..yeah..and

he have not been online for 3 or four days. and i misses him.. like a lover. and yet we both just have a crush at eachother..and i trust him.coz i cryand smile when i see his picture for some reason..

tell me how do you guys fall in love .. coz i am not good at it.. but i knw.i am fallen for him... badly .. frm the entries are most about him..like dah.. and i can't lose him.. but i am like making a big deal... about this ... and..argh.i am in love..okokokokoo..

and nvr in my life i have this bad.. the first one boi i had ..sucks to the core and this one.. he is so dreaming like my prince charming ... and i am waitting for him, and his kiss.. like sleeping beauty..sweet right.. i think i am dream.. am i...well it can be.. but .. it is reality.. ... and it must be true..and i am no goin to wake up for this wonderful dream and not ever....

well i have to go..

love you and hugges and kisses.

atikah signing out..

still misses him like waiting for me to lose weight (hahahahahhahahahahahaha)

this is wat6 i have been do.. coz i was so like crying and stress out. and like yea.. argh... crying and i still can think of him hehehe...
sweet... hahaha...

my little bro

hey, bffl if you are moving .. then go on .. and hope your family are happy if you are going to move..and makesure don't lost contact je la.. if you are happy i am.. ok.. and pleasethink of your self and your family ok... i will be allright.. got webcam and still can contact but don't for get me ta00.. love you..still best friend for life..

well i was dreaming in the morning and i was happy that he is in my mind and will always be ..no matter what,and like he is the one who. make me fall in love and he is the one who i can't stop thinking of and .. exspecail when that guy like me..to.. and he is the kindness and sweetiess and cutiess( how cute then he is learning english and i am thinking of learning his languegs too)..and why can't i stop misses him??is it coz he is so special to me and i can't get him out.. and i will feel lost with out him and yeah.. i will miss you and i was thinking if you come to singapore how and where r you sleeping , coz my family don't knw about you and yeah.. if i tell them it seem's that i will have to forget you rather then misses you.. coz my family is stict but i still love them . and well i am still thinking ..how... is you do come do tell me ..ok... and well you and only you are in my heart now and i will no let you go. if you tell me you don't love me then... it is diffenence but... you are the only hot and sweet guy ever who love me.. coz the rest of the guys i know is a jerk and a pathic low life.. and some even lie to me just so that i don't have a like to them and .. argh i hate them, and well they can just tell me.. coz i am an understanding type of girl (not like before)and i nvr ever think of finding a true guys before and now that i do.. i was happpy then before.. and i dont'knw why i ever love didi(rusdy ,my ex)he is such a playboy and like every girl hate to be two timed... and but now aleast i have a great and handsome one better then you so.i am so happy and thinking of him so like every day...i everything you will have to tell me..pls.. you are my friends and that special someone.["lorikk"]how you say it .....TE DUA....i so hope that you are online two day but i knw that you are sometime busy so.. ok..

hugges and kisses atikah

ps; to bffl thanks for everyting..love you hope you and your bf stay together.and be happy and stop listening to your ex pls...i don't want to see you crying ook.. anything sms me or bf with your problem ok..love you guys..(and love you iph[pd])

well today, i have to follow my friend go for a job interview and well,yeah,and i wake up at 12plus and i have to like meet her at 3 and like ok .. sorry that you have to meet me at 3.. hahahaha and well.. ohk.. then i did not knw there is a long talk and plus i was so like half dead and you knw i hate talks and all..... ala i have to go bye.. all

well, today..i send my grandparent to the airport .. they go holiday, how cool is that la..and i will miss them la... and yea..then went to eat.. and for some reason i wear and outfit that look like so girly.. and all.and like alot.. of people looking.. and yea.. and like, blahblah.....

and well zata was so telling her dream which is like so sweet and like i was like day dreaming and all.and i think so someone ... that i love ... theni did a song .. that is like rock and love song at the sametime..and like it.. it suckz abit and alot.and why i like is that .... you make me happy when i am sad and like i love you smile.... and i can't let you go coz i love you so mch .. by yea..ok.. and i was like feeling like crying..

argh and yea thanks for not saying good bye....thnak i was like waiting.. and yea ...

i wrote an lyrics:

worth being

1,2,3

am i worth it..

being love by you..

am i invisble or seenable

to be the one you truly known

coz i know you that you known

form the beginging,that i worth being

with you

coz we are alike you and i

in the face of our time...

will it's is the half of it yea.. and it is for someone i knw and love hahha..

ok la.. tired of blog yea..

atikah signing off..

argh my day was perfect but thansk to this one guy.. he fcukin change my mood.and argh he is a weird,freak watever loser guy ... arghh.... i hate ... arghh .. thanks for making my mood to happy to mad.. get a life ok.. and stay woth that life of and don't ever talk to me.. jerk..... once a jerks allways a jerk GET A LIFE SEROIUSLY..arghh

and i misses someone .. arghh he is stuck in my head ahhaha...love you.... takecare and .. can't wait to onlin with you again.. hope you come to singapore .. yea.. if you still wat to come i mean hahah... and thansk for the cheering up.. ahahah..

so sorry that i wasn't there for you and well... i online at 2 plus like that coz my bro using com..so sorry and .. i heard wat happen...

for him .. and i miss you and that make my head hurt and ..well yea... and sad and happy tat i get and don't get to online with you today..and yea.. wat todo .. you are not really my boy fwen but hope la.. hahhha.. anyways... love you and hope you have a great bdae ok

i draw thhis for his bade .. which is on 20 april i think..so happy birthday to you.....hahah...

ok ... zata did this makeover for me.. coz i was feeling down in the dumps ... so yea. funn cool and happy ... and thanks... and the vidoe if it works.. yea..
ok