well yesterday did not get to online with my friends coz i was sick and specially him.. and i was think think.. and .. today i got to online for await .. but he seem like busy so. yea.. ireally misses him..and no one knw how much .i misses him.. and if i miss some one .. i will miss them badly.. and i am now... and .. yea.... and i don't knw..wat to think.. maybe he found someone better then me or he is really busy when i am not.. maybe..stupid head.. (thinking of negative things only.) argh...