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well, i have been away for the comp for 3 straight whole days.and why i was sick. and the pain is so painful like my brain is going to like i don't know how to put it.. and i have to sleep in a painful position and yet it is still not going away. today it seems ok because i when to the doctor and eat my medication. and lol.. i can't swallow the panadol tables so i ask the doctor for a liquid one..lol cause i have sore throat too.. and the doctor say it is swollen AND YET EVERY TIME I TRY TO SLEEP IT FEELING LIKE I ALWAYS WANTED TO VOMIT BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING BUT TO SWALLOW IT BACK.AD JUST SLEEP.AND AT LEAST I CAN STILL DREAM. LOL..AND YET NOW I STILL HAVE A HEADACHE. BUT IT IS OK OK. NOT THAT BAD.

NOW I REALLY HATE TO BE SICK. NOT EVER I WANT TO BE SICK.

ATIKAH SIGNING OUT. STILL RECOVERING

it was fun that can wedcam with ema..lol/it was funny ..like the 2pm people.. doning ..it was so cool...la.. thnaks for cheering me up..lol.and

when for a jod interview. with zora.

i was so blur.. coz it was my first time .. and all...so abit weird. la.

then they will call back.

and i was like omg .will they call back.

hmm... i don't know.

hmm... i am scared la.. how.,

today seem to been tired .lately i don't know. and my family&my cousins. went out.. about we reach at around7 like that.. i think we get to just went for a walk and then my cousins have to go home.. and we get a bit to eat?and yet i have a weird feelings.. and in the bus i was like, crying ,coz i was like hard to breath. pain and argh... tears keep coming down my face.and i sleep thought the bus trip.. pain and i am tired.

i have beening spending timi with my cousin.. we did alot of wacky stuff.. and we are so bored so we did it.. so yeah.

well, the days have pass and yet it is ok. and fun.the day is so cool!and yet it is so bored and sweet. [but yet today have to go to school la..tired sey..lol...and if we did not do the assignment we can't graduate].. oh.no.!

miss.. chating with my fwen....

zora,nisa and rudy..

have been bored at home..have to find .job..lol..

and it is

not my day.

pain in my heart

i will survive

the healing will take a long time

and it is broken for some reason

and yet it sucks big time

and it is just left to die

the pain is hard to forget

but yet , it is just me that thing anything have happen

stupid little me

stupid stupid me.

i have been in a fantasy not reality

and now that i know what is truth

i wish that i was dreaming,but i am not

it is real everything is real.

and i really hate it. i hate it

well. at school nothing mush .. just the laterly .. feeling like abit lonely. and yet. i don't knw. i am not ... myself like that.and yet i feel piss off all or the sudden.and yet .. sad, all sort of moods i am having... and i don't know something seems to be empty ,but i dont know what .. is it!really.. something is missing

lol.. just now was such a random. post lol... don't know why .. i post that..lol..

and now very tired got mega head ache.. .. lol... awwwwwwwww...!!!!!!!!pain.. i have to go now..

well, life have been great

And yet it is missing someone or something

in my life, which need to be heal in time to move on

it make it very hard if you are still in my head, we have beening friends

and i treat you like more then a friend. only you and me will know..

and now we are not even keeping in touch of anything. and it really hurts that coz of this !our friendship is in another world where it doesn't existed that make the same time in the world.

and hate it. and i can't share this with any one. and i want to tell my bffl.. but, i really don't know. how.. its is hard to move on. and not think of the past.the great and bad memories. so in my life i get rejected alot by the person who i love and care .. so what is the point.. i don't know. what to do anymore.

i am thinking and dare not to shed any tears.

it will make me think i am not good enough for them.

the only way to be enought for them is stop by MYSELF

for what for a "GUY".

that is not a reason to change for someone and

yet end up alone. lonely and regret that you change.

and yet i am scared to move on.i want you to tell me to move on.and then i will.

please ..it is hurting me beacause it is so hard to GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD.. please..

tell me that i am nothing to you and i will move on..please.

but our friendship will always be and nothing can separated it ..

today i cook "sotong masak hitam"in malay. lol. and it is my favourite malay dish.NICE.

pics which be update in the blog s0on..

lol.. and with the help with my grandmother for cooking.... sedap!!!!!!>..lol..

love it..

FCUK .. la.. call people fat .. step in the future you thin la.stick like that!!! fcuk you.. la..argh.. stop disturding me.. la.. asshole.. argh...!!!!!!!!!SCREW you.. ...and if your girlfwen is fat .. what you will dump her is it.????argh!!!!piss off.. if you are just playing .. your problem la.. you stupid shit.. it hurts ok..!!!!!argh!!!!

WATEVER LA>