first thing, that i was happy about graduation day. today and well, it was great and funny abut then i was about to go and take my cert, my heart beat so fast and i thought that i was about to fall and .every one laugh.but it did not happen, and then the guy who pass the cert . said to me. congrates atikah,so random. might be because there was alot of girls who name was atikah.. lol..might be?? hmm... then take picture .. using ema cam. and it was a great day.

second thing,after the graduation, went out with shiyun and jo and ema. long time never go out. so yeah.. have fun.and yeah i miss them. lol. and went bugis.eat and we reach there to relax ourself coz our feet were killing us..(wearing cover heel)..pain.. and then we wanted to order water first . and then the old man was like you order food and drink TOGETHER! and then jo was like if we want to order water.... he said"order TOGETHER UNDERSTAND!!!.. and we were piss off abit. but we drop the topic.and order the food since we were there.after we eat we went to hang out for a while coz we take alot of picture... and went to iluma... for a walk. and we went this shop.about music.and the guy .. who was at the counter was talking to shiyun..and after we went out .. i said to the guy .. thanks and smile. for some reason. yeah he is cute, and all.lol.. then we laugh alot.and then they disturd me about the guy.. and we go window shopping .when jo brought us a ring . is like for friendship . so we were like thanks and all. how sweet of her.. and i was like thinking what to buy for her and all.*still thinkning* and then ema nad shiyun go to the previses shop and they ask his name ..and his name was joe.and i was like hello. the guy is that cute must have a girlfriend lor. and i was right.... lol.. and we take random pics..and it was so fun. then we hangout.. before heading home. and i was in the train .. right,and his gruop of guys and gal.was like talking trash ..and talking very loud .. i think the last cabin can heard lol.. until they go down the same station.. lol.. i was like laughing in my mind. and they seems cool.lol. and i waiting for the baus and it was so. crowd.well abit..and my feet are still killing me. and tears almost running down my face. but.. i hold it ..and i walk slowly to my block and near the lift and i take off my high cover heels.and then went in the lift .loli ask my brother to take me.. lol.. ahhaha.. end..lol



so yeah that is wat happen today..lol.

i did this for my best friends for life.Zora

argh,first thing, is that i am piss off at people who thing i am blur and useless.and talk about my weight. this stuff are all personal. so who are you to judge me,even if you are my family member i don't get a damn. yet ,i know i am useless and blur sometimes you don't have to remind me what .DAMN, i can't scold people without being sad.and now tears are going down my face.damn my fcuking emotional will always showed on my face .. and people can really see how i really feeling ..and yeah..

second thing,is that i send my brother to polyclinic then to hospital, he sick and then i follow my mum send him to hospital at 6 plus i think. and then at the hospital. me and mum waited for along time ..but lol.. worth it coz, and cute male nurse pass by us,and he is so cute la... lol.. and he is Chinese.me and mum chat .for a lot time .about stuff.. but not about boys...lol.. then i saw that cute male nurse 4 times.. if i'm not wrong!see him even we head him.lol..


third thing is that i really miss jo,ema,shiyun,mad,lola,serene,sarah,and the rest. the whole class.and the graduation is 2 more days.. if i am not wrong, anyways i am really abit scared . about have to go up on stage..lol.and i really miss the fridays movies day .that i have with jo.and just hanging out with ema,shiyun and jo.. and then hmm... i just miss you guys.

fourth thing is that i really miss bffl .lol. nice i just upload the pic of me and bffl (baby picture) an dthen she put it as the fb display pictures,and cute right.and hmm.. i miss the days we hangout just us.and well,miss the secondary days too. and just be twins.. lol.. and thanks for the great songs.. lol...

the last think is that , i kind of miss this person badly, not sure why? coz he is not ever mine to begin with so yeah....so him.. i am still thinking who is him to me..and i have me.idea?? lol..
he is my ite friend.and i just strat writing my diary..

the guy brighten up my day by smiling
and when i see him,is make my face all blush
and when i see him and try to say something
but nothing happen,i just look at him and talk to my friend.
but really i am feeling like OMG!!
and i am always shy whenever he is around,
but it seems like he don't like me,like that
.i don't know.but, hmm..anyways i am like the one who is always get rejected in love.hmm. why is that i am not even sure ,
and yeah , i have a crush on a boy 'NAME:IRRSYAH'
yeah i said it.but no point anymore coz.. is seem like i am rejected in theory.hmm.. still waiting..and see what fate have for me..!!!


SO THAT IS MY LIFE SO FAR.!!!

-follow bffl to bishan
-hang out for awhile
-from 11 to 5 plus..
-talk,chat, listen to songs,laugh alot,
MISS THE GOOD OLD TIME THAT WHEN WE BEST FRIENDS JUST HANG OUT

-yesterday,i read 2 book. in one day
-today,have sore throat
-feeling lightheaded
-coughing alot
-trying to finish reading one more book

-online&chat with ema(and it start to remind me of my friends
-miss this friend .name (syah) he is a shy guy at my sch..
-miss my ite friend alot
-piss off ,can't use facebook.scared comp went blank again.
-and listening to songs.
-later watching tv till what time not sure
- being bored is ENDLESS!
-chatting with friends.
-still 100%girl.dah
damn i am bored!!!!

-the person<3 is always in my mind[the person that i heart will never know, coz i never tell]
-have been waiting for the time to past fast, bored!
-have a bbq yesterday with family and cousins,damn eat alot have to loss weight.
-creepy place {hate the dark}
-reading a book, just to past the time coz can't watch tv.
-thinking of doing my nail black or red.
-thinking of going out,but.
-loving english&korean songs<3
REASON OF BEING SHY AND STUPID SOMETIMES:
-can't tell how i really feel of something.
-always keep something to self
-piss off with out really being piss off to that person
-scared to over come anything alone.
-scared to be rejected
-not showing the real me.[wearing a mask that hide the real me]

point form:

- sorry for not knowing what have happen.. i am.. ema
-missing someone&friends(hmm...(Someone)
- lack of sleep..freaking.
-miss my friends..
- to bad nvr celebrate VALENTINE
-i should have tell how i feel!
-miss my baby blanket.i just found.
-thinking alot
-hmm, later watch tv.LOVing it..
-sleeping soon..
- thinking of lossing weigh.(it will take time)
love some one..thinking of him.. but i am nothing to him...

hmm... having free time,make me think alot. and well, i was thinking how i can be me in front of people.by not being shy at times.and and well, and i can't sing. i only follow the singer voices.. so yeah.. and i really thought i can really sing.. argh... i am really stupid to believe that i can sing.and i am thinking of losing weight.coz i am very piss at people who keep telling me to losing weight.. argh.. and hmm... i am being a stupid girl for thinking that i am not a good friend.. agrh.. why ,am i thinking that.. agrh...

first thing, that i was happy about graduation day. today and well, it was great and funny abut then i was about to go and take my cert, my heart beat so fast and i thought that i was about to fall and .every one laugh.but it did not happen, and then the guy who pass the cert . said to me. congrates atikah,so random. might be because there was alot of girls who name was atikah.. lol..might be?? hmm... then take picture .. using ema cam. and it was a great day.

second thing,after the graduation, went out with shiyun and jo and ema. long time never go out. so yeah.. have fun.and yeah i miss them. lol. and went bugis.eat and we reach there to relax ourself coz our feet were killing us..(wearing cover heel)..pain.. and then we wanted to order water first . and then the old man was like you order food and drink TOGETHER! and then jo was like if we want to order water.... he said"order TOGETHER UNDERSTAND!!!.. and we were piss off abit. but we drop the topic.and order the food since we were there.after we eat we went to hang out for a while coz we take alot of picture... and went to iluma... for a walk. and we went this shop.about music.and the guy .. who was at the counter was talking to shiyun..and after we went out .. i said to the guy .. thanks and smile. for some reason. yeah he is cute, and all.lol.. then we laugh alot.and then they disturd me about the guy.. and we go window shopping .when jo brought us a ring . is like for friendship . so we were like thanks and all. how sweet of her.. and i was like thinking what to buy for her and all.*still thinkning* and then ema nad shiyun go to the previses shop and they ask his name ..and his name was joe.and i was like hello. the guy is that cute must have a girlfriend lor. and i was right.... lol.. and we take random pics..and it was so fun. then we hangout.. before heading home. and i was in the train .. right,and his gruop of guys and gal.was like talking trash ..and talking very loud .. i think the last cabin can heard lol.. until they go down the same station.. lol.. i was like laughing in my mind. and they seems cool.lol. and i waiting for the baus and it was so. crowd.well abit..and my feet are still killing me. and tears almost running down my face. but.. i hold it ..and i walk slowly to my block and near the lift and i take off my high cover heels.and then went in the lift .loli ask my brother to take me.. lol.. ahhaha.. end..lol



so yeah that is wat happen today..lol.

i did this for my best friends for life.Zora

argh,first thing, is that i am piss off at people who thing i am blur and useless.and talk about my weight. this stuff are all personal. so who are you to judge me,even if you are my family member i don't get a damn. yet ,i know i am useless and blur sometimes you don't have to remind me what .DAMN, i can't scold people without being sad.and now tears are going down my face.damn my fcuking emotional will always showed on my face .. and people can really see how i really feeling ..and yeah..

second thing,is that i send my brother to polyclinic then to hospital, he sick and then i follow my mum send him to hospital at 6 plus i think. and then at the hospital. me and mum waited for along time ..but lol.. worth it coz, and cute male nurse pass by us,and he is so cute la... lol.. and he is Chinese.me and mum chat .for a lot time .about stuff.. but not about boys...lol.. then i saw that cute male nurse 4 times.. if i'm not wrong!see him even we head him.lol..


third thing is that i really miss jo,ema,shiyun,mad,lola,serene,sarah,and the rest. the whole class.and the graduation is 2 more days.. if i am not wrong, anyways i am really abit scared . about have to go up on stage..lol.and i really miss the fridays movies day .that i have with jo.and just hanging out with ema,shiyun and jo.. and then hmm... i just miss you guys.

fourth thing is that i really miss bffl .lol. nice i just upload the pic of me and bffl (baby picture) an dthen she put it as the fb display pictures,and cute right.and hmm.. i miss the days we hangout just us.and well,miss the secondary days too. and just be twins.. lol.. and thanks for the great songs.. lol...

the last think is that , i kind of miss this person badly, not sure why? coz he is not ever mine to begin with so yeah....so him.. i am still thinking who is him to me..and i have me.idea?? lol..
he is my ite friend.and i just strat writing my diary..

the guy brighten up my day by smiling
and when i see him,is make my face all blush
and when i see him and try to say something
but nothing happen,i just look at him and talk to my friend.
but really i am feeling like OMG!!
and i am always shy whenever he is around,
but it seems like he don't like me,like that
.i don't know.but, hmm..anyways i am like the one who is always get rejected in love.hmm. why is that i am not even sure ,
and yeah , i have a crush on a boy 'NAME:IRRSYAH'
yeah i said it.but no point anymore coz.. is seem like i am rejected in theory.hmm.. still waiting..and see what fate have for me..!!!


SO THAT IS MY LIFE SO FAR.!!!

-follow bffl to bishan
-hang out for awhile
-from 11 to 5 plus..
-talk,chat, listen to songs,laugh alot,
MISS THE GOOD OLD TIME THAT WHEN WE BEST FRIENDS JUST HANG OUT

-yesterday,i read 2 book. in one day
-today,have sore throat
-feeling lightheaded
-coughing alot
-trying to finish reading one more book

-online&chat with ema(and it start to remind me of my friends
-miss this friend .name (syah) he is a shy guy at my sch..
-miss my ite friend alot
-piss off ,can't use facebook.scared comp went blank again.
-and listening to songs.
-later watching tv till what time not sure
- being bored is ENDLESS!
-chatting with friends.
-still 100%girl.dah
damn i am bored!!!!

-the person<3 is always in my mind[the person that i heart will never know, coz i never tell]
-have been waiting for the time to past fast, bored!
-have a bbq yesterday with family and cousins,damn eat alot have to loss weight.
-creepy place {hate the dark}
-reading a book, just to past the time coz can't watch tv.
-thinking of doing my nail black or red.
-thinking of going out,but.
-loving english&korean songs<3
REASON OF BEING SHY AND STUPID SOMETIMES:
-can't tell how i really feel of something.
-always keep something to self
-piss off with out really being piss off to that person
-scared to over come anything alone.
-scared to be rejected
-not showing the real me.[wearing a mask that hide the real me]

point form:

- sorry for not knowing what have happen.. i am.. ema
-missing someone&friends(hmm...(Someone)
- lack of sleep..freaking.
-miss my friends..
- to bad nvr celebrate VALENTINE
-i should have tell how i feel!
-miss my baby blanket.i just found.
-thinking alot
-hmm, later watch tv.LOVing it..
-sleeping soon..
- thinking of lossing weigh.(it will take time)
love some one..thinking of him.. but i am nothing to him...

hmm... having free time,make me think alot. and well, i was thinking how i can be me in front of people.by not being shy at times.and and well, and i can't sing. i only follow the singer voices.. so yeah.. and i really thought i can really sing.. argh... i am really stupid to believe that i can sing.and i am thinking of losing weight.coz i am very piss at people who keep telling me to losing weight.. argh.. and hmm... i am being a stupid girl for thinking that i am not a good friend.. agrh.. why ,am i thinking that.. agrh...