argh,first thing, is that i am piss off at people who thing i am blur and useless.and talk about my weight. this stuff are all personal. so who are you to judge me,even if you are my family member i don't get a damn. yet ,i know i am useless and blur sometimes you don't have to remind me what .DAMN, i can't scold people without being sad.and now tears are going down my face.damn my fcuking emotional will always showed on my face .. and people can really see how i really feeling ..and yeah..

second thing,is that i send my brother to polyclinic then to hospital, he sick and then i follow my mum send him to hospital at 6 plus i think. and then at the hospital. me and mum waited for along time ..but lol.. worth it coz, and cute male nurse pass by us,and he is so cute la... lol.. and he is Chinese.me and mum chat .for a lot time .about stuff.. but not about boys...lol.. then i saw that cute male nurse 4 times.. if i'm not wrong!see him even we head him.lol..


third thing is that i really miss jo,ema,shiyun,mad,lola,serene,sarah,and the rest. the whole class.and the graduation is 2 more days.. if i am not wrong, anyways i am really abit scared . about have to go up on stage..lol.and i really miss the fridays movies day .that i have with jo.and just hanging out with ema,shiyun and jo.. and then hmm... i just miss you guys.

fourth thing is that i really miss bffl .lol. nice i just upload the pic of me and bffl (baby picture) an dthen she put it as the fb display pictures,and cute right.and hmm.. i miss the days we hangout just us.and well,miss the secondary days too. and just be twins.. lol.. and thanks for the great songs.. lol...

the last think is that , i kind of miss this person badly, not sure why? coz he is not ever mine to begin with so yeah....so him.. i am still thinking who is him to me..and i have me.idea?? lol..
he is my ite friend.and i just strat writing my diary..

the guy brighten up my day by smiling
and when i see him,is make my face all blush
and when i see him and try to say something
but nothing happen,i just look at him and talk to my friend.
but really i am feeling like OMG!!
and i am always shy whenever he is around,
but it seems like he don't like me,like that
.i don't know.but, hmm..anyways i am like the one who is always get rejected in love.hmm. why is that i am not even sure ,
and yeah , i have a crush on a boy 'NAME:IRRSYAH'
yeah i said it.but no point anymore coz.. is seem like i am rejected in theory.hmm.. still waiting..and see what fate have for me..!!!


SO THAT IS MY LIFE SO FAR.!!!

argh,first thing, is that i am piss off at people who thing i am blur and useless.and talk about my weight. this stuff are all personal. so who are you to judge me,even if you are my family member i don't get a damn. yet ,i know i am useless and blur sometimes you don't have to remind me what .DAMN, i can't scold people without being sad.and now tears are going down my face.damn my fcuking emotional will always showed on my face .. and people can really see how i really feeling ..and yeah..

second thing,is that i send my brother to polyclinic then to hospital, he sick and then i follow my mum send him to hospital at 6 plus i think. and then at the hospital. me and mum waited for along time ..but lol.. worth it coz, and cute male nurse pass by us,and he is so cute la... lol.. and he is Chinese.me and mum chat .for a lot time .about stuff.. but not about boys...lol.. then i saw that cute male nurse 4 times.. if i'm not wrong!see him even we head him.lol..


third thing is that i really miss jo,ema,shiyun,mad,lola,serene,sarah,and the rest. the whole class.and the graduation is 2 more days.. if i am not wrong, anyways i am really abit scared . about have to go up on stage..lol.and i really miss the fridays movies day .that i have with jo.and just hanging out with ema,shiyun and jo.. and then hmm... i just miss you guys.

fourth thing is that i really miss bffl .lol. nice i just upload the pic of me and bffl (baby picture) an dthen she put it as the fb display pictures,and cute right.and hmm.. i miss the days we hangout just us.and well,miss the secondary days too. and just be twins.. lol.. and thanks for the great songs.. lol...

the last think is that , i kind of miss this person badly, not sure why? coz he is not ever mine to begin with so yeah....so him.. i am still thinking who is him to me..and i have me.idea?? lol..
he is my ite friend.and i just strat writing my diary..

the guy brighten up my day by smiling
and when i see him,is make my face all blush
and when i see him and try to say something
but nothing happen,i just look at him and talk to my friend.
but really i am feeling like OMG!!
and i am always shy whenever he is around,
but it seems like he don't like me,like that
.i don't know.but, hmm..anyways i am like the one who is always get rejected in love.hmm. why is that i am not even sure ,
and yeah , i have a crush on a boy 'NAME:IRRSYAH'
yeah i said it.but no point anymore coz.. is seem like i am rejected in theory.hmm.. still waiting..and see what fate have for me..!!!


SO THAT IS MY LIFE SO FAR.!!!