yesterday,went out with the whole family to celebrate my grandpa birthday.! OMG .. NO!!!! eating at nana thai restaurant again ... the i end up eating at plain rice and prawn and lemon chicken only for some reason the food there i ate a bit and i give it to my brother. my stomach is so how sensitive nowadays.and when i finish eating . i feel a bit sick.!! and then when for a walk at orchard and then when ion. and we ate ice cream and they are like showing a show at ion on the big screen. and we watch for awhile and head back. (ps: saw alot of american hotties!)

20 march2010


wow, today wake up and watch ghost show at sensasi. and then head out to have breakfast then we were about to head home when the road toward changi was block course of they got cycling thing on today and all. so when had to go some went else. so we when to mount faber and this one nature place..lol.. then at 2 head home.. and (i was always thinking of someone)lol.. random .much... the when reach home i was sleepy but i wastch still watching tv..lol
that is all..

so yeah.. boring right ..i know.

atikah signing out.

how to know if he likes you..check on goggle.com

Steps

1Examine his body language.

If he likes you, you may see that he rarely turns his back to you, often leans towards you, and also looks at you a lot. If he slouches his shoulders when near you, he's romantic and cares about what you have to say. If he points his shoulders and pelvis towards you while sitting, he is definitely feeling something for you.

2Notice his eye contact.

If he likes you, he may either look away quickly if he is shy, or he'll try to catch your eye and hold it or make faces. This can be uncomfortable if you don't like him. If you feel like you have held eye contact just a fraction of a second longer than you would with anyone else, or if he looks away quickly, then there is something there. When he's around you and he says/does something funny and everyone around laughs, his eyes will flicker towards you for a second to see if you laughed, too.

His pupils may dilate if he likes you, but this is quite hard to pick up on, and you might come across as acting strangely by looking that closely into his eyes. If you're around him for a long time, it could be easier to pick up on gradually.


3Listen to what he's saying.

If he likes you, and he's nervous, he'll probably start talking about himself. Many times, guys feel the need to prove themselves- especially if you talk about another guy in his company.


4Be aware of touching.

He might put his hand on your arm when he laughs, and won't move his leg if it happens to touch yours, or he may hug you for small things - all are good signs of a guy liking you, unless he's a bit of a "playboy" who flirts with a lot of girls. See if he uses any of the tricks in How to Touch a Girl, and see if he uses them more with you than with anyone else.


5Watch his actions around other girls and see if he treats you differently.

Some guys flirt with other girls to get your attention. It gives them a chance to see your reaction, and helps them know if you really do like them or not. You can tell that they are trying to make you jealous if they find little times when they're flirting with the other girl to look at you. His eyes will flick over and look at you. Another sign is that when you leave, he stops flirting with the other girl. That will be a harder one to pick up on, but you can have a friend look for you or something like that. You have to be sneaky sometimes to find out if a guy likes you.


6Watch for him showing interest in things you like and do.

For example, if you like a certain genre of music that he likes as well, he may suggest bands or artists for you to listen to. Another example, if you play sports he may ask to play against you just to show off that he's good at something you both like and then also have a reason to give you compliments as well.


7Check for signs of nervousness Nervous laughter, sweaty palms, deep breaths, fidgeting, looking away quickly when you notice if he is watching you are all good signs of an attraction towards you and that he is nervous about making an impression on someone he fancies.


8Pay attention to his friends.

If they know he's interested in you, they might tease him subtly when you're around, hint to you that he likes you, or even try to find out if you like him. Study their reactions to your presence - do they smile? Do they turn to him? Do they smirk in a way that suggests they know something that you don't?


9Don't ignore him If he shows genuine interest in you, (i.e. smiles at you a lot in the hallway, work, etc., at least go out for a walk.)


10Look to see if he imitates you If he mimics you, he probably likes you, such as, if you move to another table, he'll go with you.(I've had a guy who liked me mimic me before, so I know this is one thing)


11Teasing If a guy teases you a lot, it might mean he likes you, but if he doesn't tease any other girl, he probably does like you.


12Hitting A guy may hit you but it's just flirting he probably just wants to see your smile i have had a few guys that will hit me that like me. You may find it annoying if you're not into him, but otherwise if you hit back then that's a way then he can know that you like him back!


13Compliments .

If you do your hair or makeup differently one day, and the guy notices, that's a very good sign that he likes you. Most guys won't notice, and if they do, they won't say anything unless they're into you. Anything like, "You look nice today," "I like that shirt," or even "Did you do your hair differently today? It looks nice," are all indicators that he could be interested in you. NOTE: If he's a good friend of yours, these won't necessarily be indicators of romantic interest. It could just be him being a good friend.

the sky is wide
the earth is round
but that does not mean
you can't let your talent out to the world
like the new born baby
that had it first look of the world
shyness is a thing that is hard to get over it
when everyone is happy they smile
so just like to some tunes and relax

STUPID ..SHIT ... MY PHONE SIM CARD HAVING PROBLEM AND I CAN'T REMEMBER EMA NO. COZ I MEETING HER.. THEN HOW .... ARGH!!!! WHY TODAY.. I CAN'T REMEMBER ALL MY FRIENDS NO.. HOW.... ARGH!!!!!DAMN IT..!!!!PISS OFF NOW..HELP....aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH... JUST MINE LUCK ......
THE SIM CARD ID THE BLOODY PROBLEM ..LA...!!!!!!!!!!!

today,i watched the UGLY truth and Nightmare (Gawi) Korean Movie...so yeah.. the horror movie was so gruesome..and i shout a couple of times.. but it was ok.. and that is what i did for today... lol. i am try to learn japanese lauguage and all.. my mum learn it coz it is somehow part of work. so she give me the papers ... so yeah..lame la.. lol


emo rocks..!!!!!

hmm... lol.. ema .haha . i was just bored. well, i have been away from the laptop lately, today,evening went to Seoul garden to eat.hmm.. yeah. i ate alot.and plus alot of Chinese guys with they hair just the way i like they hair to be(emo type of hair )lol..but sadly they are younger then me.hmm.. oh yeah. damn, the i just get to know that my usb cable to my phone can't use.. shit right.. i just wanted to put pics in this updated. hmm.. lame la.. shit .. no wonder i can't put song in my mp3... bad luck la.. aghh!!!!!! updated . more tmr.. yeah..
tired ..

just bored ... nothing to do seriously.... ahhahahaahahah.. being bored at 12:11am is so... ok . i am off to bed nitez .

let's us just sleep silently till you are in dreamland f the village of black and red pillow of emo world.evil laugh!!!!muahahahahhhaah!!!!!!

well, Recently ,i was thinking of composing a song, but that is the thing it is just hard.but i will not give up.i am into the computer to much and i was catching up with stuff on the internet like songs, old movies, and just play games.. and well,it seems that i am to tied up with using internet. to much..because i am just bored.and i really wanted to play with the new Rollerblade that still seems to look a bit new.'laughing out loud!'





It really seems that i am so bad on making guys 'LIKE2' me then just a friend.but it just don't seems like me for some reason, but then someone make me think that the impossible is possible.and by that only one guy change my thinking of looking at things.but then it turn back to an impossible matter.Because it is too impossible to get your own feelings and at the same time understand it.well,i am try to get him out of my head but it is too hard,but still i don't that i am so much different then normal girls in a way that i am not that pretty ,overweight and in a senses that i am not that social as in don't interact with people that much.that is just the way i am .i am also a very RANDOM person.hmm..

hmm.. have been crying because i really put high hope on poly. so much. stupid move!!and will feel like cry again at ITE BISHAN(well,i know i like to cry but i don't show out that much but.. just now . people being harsh, but then it is true what they say, while my minds have been confused and blur up alot lately, thinking alot about poly.. and my mind is in pain.and i feel abit like i have a mega headache.. and i just don't know. what to do... and now i can just in a big pile of confused mind.!!!!!and now i am still having a lot to think of .. and i have to try to apply for higher nitec and still try to appeal for poly.argh!!!

Emo Hair Care Tips( from websites)so cool

In taking care of your emo hairstyle, there are certain pointers you need to remember. These tips are quite easy to follow that you’ll find maintenance of an emo haircut as simple as ABC.

• Wash your hair regularly using shampoo and conditioner to keep it clean.
• Avoid frequent blow drying as it can lead to hair dryness. When you are not in a hurry, simply towel dry your hair.

• Do not brush your hair when it is still damp instead, use your fingers to comb through your hair and gently detangle it.
• To maintain the sleekness of your hair, use a medium-barreled flat iron as needed.
• Before ironing your hair, apply hair coat or a leave-on conditioner to prevent your hair from heat damage.
• Apply hair coat to protect your hair from the sun and the wind which can damage your hair.

• Have your emo hair regularly trimmed to prevent split-ends and to keep it growing and glowing with health.

thinking of cutting my hair! but which one???

just now , got a singapore poly atitude test and interview.

thanks juraima for accompany me to go the interview..

and we met with jun long , Michelle,luqman and huicheng.. and we are off.and we get a bit lost but ask for help,because singapore poly is so the huge and can get lost easily...and we came in just in time.and i was sitting at the other table.because i thought. can sit any how,then we start the test,see thought the whole paper then do the tests. and a few mins later,a guy walk in.and i turn to see who, and i saw irrsyah,confused about it for a second. but then do my work .. then he is taking industrial design if i am not wrong. and i am taking interior design.. and surprise to know. only four interior design students enroll for interior. so good luck to you guys... hopefully you get the course ... and i don't really care if it is far.. but i just want to go in poly and get my first choice of course.. hmm..


then we(ika,ema and long) were hungry so go eat at the station at plaza singapura.. then we accompany ema go orchard, then walk for awhile. then go home. because we are so tired.. and so yeah...

the interview was great.but still scared abit.. so yeah

ema congrats!!!!!!!!


signing off

hati ku, merase sakit semenja ini,kenapa pun saya pun tidak tahu??
dan saya rindu saja dengan sahabatku and seorang ini yang ku tidak boleh dapat mekeluarkan dia dari pikiran ku.hmm.. tetapi saya tidak tahu kalau dia tahu yang ..ku suka dengan dia.?? tetapi ku rasa amat hilang harapan untuk menjatoh cinta.. kerana kau tidak memcari cinta ke?kenapa ini. kau memrasa begitu??
saya bukan cantik sangat...and saya kalau terhadap dengan lelaki, saya tidak tahu apa nak buat.dan saya ini perpumpuan yang sakit punya lemah, pasal ini semua....dalam sege berteman,berbual, and pakai eyeliner je..hahaah..

yesterday,went out with the whole family to celebrate my grandpa birthday.! OMG .. NO!!!! eating at nana thai restaurant again ... the i end up eating at plain rice and prawn and lemon chicken only for some reason the food there i ate a bit and i give it to my brother. my stomach is so how sensitive nowadays.and when i finish eating . i feel a bit sick.!! and then when for a walk at orchard and then when ion. and we ate ice cream and they are like showing a show at ion on the big screen. and we watch for awhile and head back. (ps: saw alot of american hotties!)

20 march2010


wow, today wake up and watch ghost show at sensasi. and then head out to have breakfast then we were about to head home when the road toward changi was block course of they got cycling thing on today and all. so when had to go some went else. so we when to mount faber and this one nature place..lol.. then at 2 head home.. and (i was always thinking of someone)lol.. random .much... the when reach home i was sleepy but i wastch still watching tv..lol
that is all..

so yeah.. boring right ..i know.

atikah signing out.

how to know if he likes you..check on goggle.com

Steps

1Examine his body language.

If he likes you, you may see that he rarely turns his back to you, often leans towards you, and also looks at you a lot. If he slouches his shoulders when near you, he's romantic and cares about what you have to say. If he points his shoulders and pelvis towards you while sitting, he is definitely feeling something for you.

2Notice his eye contact.

If he likes you, he may either look away quickly if he is shy, or he'll try to catch your eye and hold it or make faces. This can be uncomfortable if you don't like him. If you feel like you have held eye contact just a fraction of a second longer than you would with anyone else, or if he looks away quickly, then there is something there. When he's around you and he says/does something funny and everyone around laughs, his eyes will flicker towards you for a second to see if you laughed, too.

His pupils may dilate if he likes you, but this is quite hard to pick up on, and you might come across as acting strangely by looking that closely into his eyes. If you're around him for a long time, it could be easier to pick up on gradually.


3Listen to what he's saying.

If he likes you, and he's nervous, he'll probably start talking about himself. Many times, guys feel the need to prove themselves- especially if you talk about another guy in his company.


4Be aware of touching.

He might put his hand on your arm when he laughs, and won't move his leg if it happens to touch yours, or he may hug you for small things - all are good signs of a guy liking you, unless he's a bit of a "playboy" who flirts with a lot of girls. See if he uses any of the tricks in How to Touch a Girl, and see if he uses them more with you than with anyone else.


5Watch his actions around other girls and see if he treats you differently.

Some guys flirt with other girls to get your attention. It gives them a chance to see your reaction, and helps them know if you really do like them or not. You can tell that they are trying to make you jealous if they find little times when they're flirting with the other girl to look at you. His eyes will flick over and look at you. Another sign is that when you leave, he stops flirting with the other girl. That will be a harder one to pick up on, but you can have a friend look for you or something like that. You have to be sneaky sometimes to find out if a guy likes you.


6Watch for him showing interest in things you like and do.

For example, if you like a certain genre of music that he likes as well, he may suggest bands or artists for you to listen to. Another example, if you play sports he may ask to play against you just to show off that he's good at something you both like and then also have a reason to give you compliments as well.


7Check for signs of nervousness Nervous laughter, sweaty palms, deep breaths, fidgeting, looking away quickly when you notice if he is watching you are all good signs of an attraction towards you and that he is nervous about making an impression on someone he fancies.


8Pay attention to his friends.

If they know he's interested in you, they might tease him subtly when you're around, hint to you that he likes you, or even try to find out if you like him. Study their reactions to your presence - do they smile? Do they turn to him? Do they smirk in a way that suggests they know something that you don't?


9Don't ignore him If he shows genuine interest in you, (i.e. smiles at you a lot in the hallway, work, etc., at least go out for a walk.)


10Look to see if he imitates you If he mimics you, he probably likes you, such as, if you move to another table, he'll go with you.(I've had a guy who liked me mimic me before, so I know this is one thing)


11Teasing If a guy teases you a lot, it might mean he likes you, but if he doesn't tease any other girl, he probably does like you.


12Hitting A guy may hit you but it's just flirting he probably just wants to see your smile i have had a few guys that will hit me that like me. You may find it annoying if you're not into him, but otherwise if you hit back then that's a way then he can know that you like him back!


13Compliments .

If you do your hair or makeup differently one day, and the guy notices, that's a very good sign that he likes you. Most guys won't notice, and if they do, they won't say anything unless they're into you. Anything like, "You look nice today," "I like that shirt," or even "Did you do your hair differently today? It looks nice," are all indicators that he could be interested in you. NOTE: If he's a good friend of yours, these won't necessarily be indicators of romantic interest. It could just be him being a good friend.

the sky is wide
the earth is round
but that does not mean
you can't let your talent out to the world
like the new born baby
that had it first look of the world
shyness is a thing that is hard to get over it
when everyone is happy they smile
so just like to some tunes and relax

STUPID ..SHIT ... MY PHONE SIM CARD HAVING PROBLEM AND I CAN'T REMEMBER EMA NO. COZ I MEETING HER.. THEN HOW .... ARGH!!!! WHY TODAY.. I CAN'T REMEMBER ALL MY FRIENDS NO.. HOW.... ARGH!!!!!DAMN IT..!!!!PISS OFF NOW..HELP....aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH... JUST MINE LUCK ......
THE SIM CARD ID THE BLOODY PROBLEM ..LA...!!!!!!!!!!!

today,i watched the UGLY truth and Nightmare (Gawi) Korean Movie...so yeah.. the horror movie was so gruesome..and i shout a couple of times.. but it was ok.. and that is what i did for today... lol. i am try to learn japanese lauguage and all.. my mum learn it coz it is somehow part of work. so she give me the papers ... so yeah..lame la.. lol


emo rocks..!!!!!

hmm... lol.. ema .haha . i was just bored. well, i have been away from the laptop lately, today,evening went to Seoul garden to eat.hmm.. yeah. i ate alot.and plus alot of Chinese guys with they hair just the way i like they hair to be(emo type of hair )lol..but sadly they are younger then me.hmm.. oh yeah. damn, the i just get to know that my usb cable to my phone can't use.. shit right.. i just wanted to put pics in this updated. hmm.. lame la.. shit .. no wonder i can't put song in my mp3... bad luck la.. aghh!!!!!! updated . more tmr.. yeah..
tired ..

just bored ... nothing to do seriously.... ahhahahaahahah.. being bored at 12:11am is so... ok . i am off to bed nitez .

let's us just sleep silently till you are in dreamland f the village of black and red pillow of emo world.evil laugh!!!!muahahahahhhaah!!!!!!

well, Recently ,i was thinking of composing a song, but that is the thing it is just hard.but i will not give up.i am into the computer to much and i was catching up with stuff on the internet like songs, old movies, and just play games.. and well,it seems that i am to tied up with using internet. to much..because i am just bored.and i really wanted to play with the new Rollerblade that still seems to look a bit new.'laughing out loud!'





It really seems that i am so bad on making guys 'LIKE2' me then just a friend.but it just don't seems like me for some reason, but then someone make me think that the impossible is possible.and by that only one guy change my thinking of looking at things.but then it turn back to an impossible matter.Because it is too impossible to get your own feelings and at the same time understand it.well,i am try to get him out of my head but it is too hard,but still i don't that i am so much different then normal girls in a way that i am not that pretty ,overweight and in a senses that i am not that social as in don't interact with people that much.that is just the way i am .i am also a very RANDOM person.hmm..

hmm.. have been crying because i really put high hope on poly. so much. stupid move!!and will feel like cry again at ITE BISHAN(well,i know i like to cry but i don't show out that much but.. just now . people being harsh, but then it is true what they say, while my minds have been confused and blur up alot lately, thinking alot about poly.. and my mind is in pain.and i feel abit like i have a mega headache.. and i just don't know. what to do... and now i can just in a big pile of confused mind.!!!!!and now i am still having a lot to think of .. and i have to try to apply for higher nitec and still try to appeal for poly.argh!!!

Emo Hair Care Tips( from websites)so cool

In taking care of your emo hairstyle, there are certain pointers you need to remember. These tips are quite easy to follow that you’ll find maintenance of an emo haircut as simple as ABC.

• Wash your hair regularly using shampoo and conditioner to keep it clean.
• Avoid frequent blow drying as it can lead to hair dryness. When you are not in a hurry, simply towel dry your hair.

• Do not brush your hair when it is still damp instead, use your fingers to comb through your hair and gently detangle it.
• To maintain the sleekness of your hair, use a medium-barreled flat iron as needed.
• Before ironing your hair, apply hair coat or a leave-on conditioner to prevent your hair from heat damage.
• Apply hair coat to protect your hair from the sun and the wind which can damage your hair.

• Have your emo hair regularly trimmed to prevent split-ends and to keep it growing and glowing with health.

thinking of cutting my hair! but which one???

just now , got a singapore poly atitude test and interview.

thanks juraima for accompany me to go the interview..

and we met with jun long , Michelle,luqman and huicheng.. and we are off.and we get a bit lost but ask for help,because singapore poly is so the huge and can get lost easily...and we came in just in time.and i was sitting at the other table.because i thought. can sit any how,then we start the test,see thought the whole paper then do the tests. and a few mins later,a guy walk in.and i turn to see who, and i saw irrsyah,confused about it for a second. but then do my work .. then he is taking industrial design if i am not wrong. and i am taking interior design.. and surprise to know. only four interior design students enroll for interior. so good luck to you guys... hopefully you get the course ... and i don't really care if it is far.. but i just want to go in poly and get my first choice of course.. hmm..


then we(ika,ema and long) were hungry so go eat at the station at plaza singapura.. then we accompany ema go orchard, then walk for awhile. then go home. because we are so tired.. and so yeah...

the interview was great.but still scared abit.. so yeah

ema congrats!!!!!!!!


signing off

hati ku, merase sakit semenja ini,kenapa pun saya pun tidak tahu??
dan saya rindu saja dengan sahabatku and seorang ini yang ku tidak boleh dapat mekeluarkan dia dari pikiran ku.hmm.. tetapi saya tidak tahu kalau dia tahu yang ..ku suka dengan dia.?? tetapi ku rasa amat hilang harapan untuk menjatoh cinta.. kerana kau tidak memcari cinta ke?kenapa ini. kau memrasa begitu??
saya bukan cantik sangat...and saya kalau terhadap dengan lelaki, saya tidak tahu apa nak buat.dan saya ini perpumpuan yang sakit punya lemah, pasal ini semua....dalam sege berteman,berbual, and pakai eyeliner je..hahaah..