well, Recently ,i was thinking of composing a song, but that is the thing it is just hard.but i will not give up.i am into the computer to much and i was catching up with stuff on the internet like songs, old movies, and just play games.. and well,it seems that i am to tied up with using internet. to much..because i am just bored.and i really wanted to play with the new Rollerblade that still seems to look a bit new.'laughing out loud!'





It really seems that i am so bad on making guys 'LIKE2' me then just a friend.but it just don't seems like me for some reason, but then someone make me think that the impossible is possible.and by that only one guy change my thinking of looking at things.but then it turn back to an impossible matter.Because it is too impossible to get your own feelings and at the same time understand it.well,i am try to get him out of my head but it is too hard,but still i don't that i am so much different then normal girls in a way that i am not that pretty ,overweight and in a senses that i am not that social as in don't interact with people that much.that is just the way i am .i am also a very RANDOM person.hmm..

well, Recently ,i was thinking of composing a song, but that is the thing it is just hard.but i will not give up.i am into the computer to much and i was catching up with stuff on the internet like songs, old movies, and just play games.. and well,it seems that i am to tied up with using internet. to much..because i am just bored.and i really wanted to play with the new Rollerblade that still seems to look a bit new.'laughing out loud!'





It really seems that i am so bad on making guys 'LIKE2' me then just a friend.but it just don't seems like me for some reason, but then someone make me think that the impossible is possible.and by that only one guy change my thinking of looking at things.but then it turn back to an impossible matter.Because it is too impossible to get your own feelings and at the same time understand it.well,i am try to get him out of my head but it is too hard,but still i don't that i am so much different then normal girls in a way that i am not that pretty ,overweight and in a senses that i am not that social as in don't interact with people that much.that is just the way i am .i am also a very RANDOM person.hmm..