damn , i can't believe that i am going to start work soon and i am damn scared. i am new to this and i so don't have any skill. damn.. help me.. argh... i am so freaking out .damn. and i ask a friend to join me but .. still no answer.. damn. thanks.and i think i ask her first about this job if she want to join or not and she say anything.and now, but argh.. anyways .. damn. i am not that confident.how am i going to do this by myself argh...!!!!! HOW.. damn it.. i can't communicate
that well with anyone that i don't know.. damn it.. i don't have the guts .. but hopefully i well have to try tomorrow ..and give it my best .. hopefully it is not that hard. and arghh.. i must have the guts to work..and suffer before i can get the easy way.

on the 25 April
spend my time with my fun bunch of friends yesterday(juraima,shiyun,warren and jun long) went out for a movie day and then just chill out for awhile.so the meeting place was at woodlands.i was like Woodlands....sigh... lol (so far,almost end to another end ) anyways. meet up with them at 3 plus which was suppose to be at 2.30 yup.anyways, thought of what movie to watch , so i thought shutter island will be a get show (i thought it would be scaring )but after watching till the end. i thought it was averge.. an like what shiyun say O.M.F.G. lol.anyways come to think about it .. the show was 3 over 5 why cause it was about hard to understand the story. and the scary part is not that scary just of the sound effect it mean it look scarying. no wonder not much people was in the cinema. and it was super super cool till someone have to put their feet on the cinema sit. lols. and after watching went when to mac just to chill and have an ice cream in that matter. and we were talking and laughing and more laughing . then went to the library.for so reason i don't like the library so much .cause it was to quiet.lol. then take pictures with shiyun will the rest find a book. to read. then after that when home

home sweet home and i fall asleep..!!!
lols.

!!!!!!!!!have a great last day to hangout with them cause well , i have my reasons..!!!

just trying to blog about stuff.. siting on the couch not like i am jumping on the couch..lol. talking to one of my friend who being to EMO. today.. so yup! well, emo looks so rockz.. my world. and hopefully my emo friend is feeling normal. lol..

well, have been improving my sketch and creative on design and art. well basically, i am still wait for nafa . i hope that i would really get the school. an di am having a problem on being creative in my mind in art.. argh!!! my mind is killing me to think about very arty looking pictures. i am passing my time to do something else . like giggling to myself hmmm... that is so weird for me to do. and well.. hmm... well..

well, have the guts to watch some show about zombies and well, i was watching zombieland which was so funny and gruesome at the some time...and the ending was lol.. hahahha... so yeah.. good show.

hmm.. my friends are starting school and i am still waiting for the result at nafa.. hmm... my life is so lame and yeah .. i don't like to work. lol. true what my friends say . atikah .work.. lol..hahaha.. that is what they say. so yeah.. random so random..hmm....

the A_E_J_S. miss hanging with them..

My life is boring on a currently basics.but on the filpside i have great friends to hee up and and do stuff like how friends suit do. so lean on me..!! listening to the song now.. from the sow glee. which is like my favourite show.. cn't upload photo. that is just bogus!!!

on the 14 April 2010.
overall:
i can't believe i almost got run over by a car not once but twice the other one was at the car park in front of my house and have an L sign,why?was i so caught up with my thoughts!!! well it was my fault that i have to much to think about..~!!!!!

on 15 April 2010
overall:
got to hang with my girls.the E.J.S
and i REALLY miss them.
they are the bunch of people who rock the group that i hang with!
so hang with them 7 hour plus .if i not wrong.and got pictures but i can't upload. despite to my Nokia handphone is gone lost ..lol
and since we are going to be busy soon with our own stuff
but in the filpside we will totally keep hanging out whenever we are free!!!!..
keep rocking yeah people !!! and too my best friend please get well soon . ok..
get well soon to me too.....!!!

then have the time to do my own remix song which was thought by my brother!!!!
thanks bro.. i am having fun with it... !!!!WOWWWWW..... mix up1 and mix up 2 .. done .for fun.. wuhuu...

-when ever i piss off i intent to just take the scissors and cut my hair.(crazy i know)
-being random nowadays and lazy to update.
-thinking all the time
-but now my mind is blank out
-MISS MY DEAR FRIENDS

Basically i am sick for about two to three days now.and i really HATE being sick non stop coughing day and night. Happy that i am able to contact one of my old friends. that i truthfully miss.and well,i miss all my friends. basically i don't have anyting to type . sorry .. my mind is damn blank!!

well, i haven't been updating the blog so .. i am going to update now!!!



so i decide to like enroll for nafa recently. because i have no any other poly to go too.and well ,i am going crazy thinking about the test and i am going to have on 14 April.and i have to like pay $85 .. so i can't quit now.so i just have to go for it..any one what to follow me..??? lol.. and i have to stuff all the stuff about the school. and i am so hoping that i can get in the course.. (furniture Design).. and i freaking piss off with my stupid freaky big brother. he always like to pick fights with me. damn it .. if he never pick fight with me i will never get scolded with my mum. step older then me. so it is all my fault la.. whatever la.. he really don't act like a brother. he act like a stupid careless brother...argh..!!!!! once again he pick a fight with me. and guess what i get scold again. and he still continued and when i continued i am the once who . get scold.. AGRH!!!!! i so hope. that i get the school cause i still what to farther my studies then going for work life ..

damn , i can't believe that i am going to start work soon and i am damn scared. i am new to this and i so don't have any skill. damn.. help me.. argh... i am so freaking out .damn. and i ask a friend to join me but .. still no answer.. damn. thanks.and i think i ask her first about this job if she want to join or not and she say anything.and now, but argh.. anyways .. damn. i am not that confident.how am i going to do this by myself argh...!!!!! HOW.. damn it.. i can't communicate
that well with anyone that i don't know.. damn it.. i don't have the guts .. but hopefully i well have to try tomorrow ..and give it my best .. hopefully it is not that hard. and arghh.. i must have the guts to work..and suffer before i can get the easy way.

on the 25 April
spend my time with my fun bunch of friends yesterday(juraima,shiyun,warren and jun long) went out for a movie day and then just chill out for awhile.so the meeting place was at woodlands.i was like Woodlands....sigh... lol (so far,almost end to another end ) anyways. meet up with them at 3 plus which was suppose to be at 2.30 yup.anyways, thought of what movie to watch , so i thought shutter island will be a get show (i thought it would be scaring )but after watching till the end. i thought it was averge.. an like what shiyun say O.M.F.G. lol.anyways come to think about it .. the show was 3 over 5 why cause it was about hard to understand the story. and the scary part is not that scary just of the sound effect it mean it look scarying. no wonder not much people was in the cinema. and it was super super cool till someone have to put their feet on the cinema sit. lols. and after watching went when to mac just to chill and have an ice cream in that matter. and we were talking and laughing and more laughing . then went to the library.for so reason i don't like the library so much .cause it was to quiet.lol. then take pictures with shiyun will the rest find a book. to read. then after that when home

home sweet home and i fall asleep..!!!
lols.

!!!!!!!!!have a great last day to hangout with them cause well , i have my reasons..!!!

just trying to blog about stuff.. siting on the couch not like i am jumping on the couch..lol. talking to one of my friend who being to EMO. today.. so yup! well, emo looks so rockz.. my world. and hopefully my emo friend is feeling normal. lol..

well, have been improving my sketch and creative on design and art. well basically, i am still wait for nafa . i hope that i would really get the school. an di am having a problem on being creative in my mind in art.. argh!!! my mind is killing me to think about very arty looking pictures. i am passing my time to do something else . like giggling to myself hmmm... that is so weird for me to do. and well.. hmm... well..

well, have the guts to watch some show about zombies and well, i was watching zombieland which was so funny and gruesome at the some time...and the ending was lol.. hahahha... so yeah.. good show.

hmm.. my friends are starting school and i am still waiting for the result at nafa.. hmm... my life is so lame and yeah .. i don't like to work. lol. true what my friends say . atikah .work.. lol..hahaha.. that is what they say. so yeah.. random so random..hmm....

the A_E_J_S. miss hanging with them..

My life is boring on a currently basics.but on the filpside i have great friends to hee up and and do stuff like how friends suit do. so lean on me..!! listening to the song now.. from the sow glee. which is like my favourite show.. cn't upload photo. that is just bogus!!!

on the 14 April 2010.
overall:
i can't believe i almost got run over by a car not once but twice the other one was at the car park in front of my house and have an L sign,why?was i so caught up with my thoughts!!! well it was my fault that i have to much to think about..~!!!!!

on 15 April 2010
overall:
got to hang with my girls.the E.J.S
and i REALLY miss them.
they are the bunch of people who rock the group that i hang with!
so hang with them 7 hour plus .if i not wrong.and got pictures but i can't upload. despite to my Nokia handphone is gone lost ..lol
and since we are going to be busy soon with our own stuff
but in the filpside we will totally keep hanging out whenever we are free!!!!..
keep rocking yeah people !!! and too my best friend please get well soon . ok..
get well soon to me too.....!!!

then have the time to do my own remix song which was thought by my brother!!!!
thanks bro.. i am having fun with it... !!!!WOWWWWW..... mix up1 and mix up 2 .. done .for fun.. wuhuu...

-when ever i piss off i intent to just take the scissors and cut my hair.(crazy i know)
-being random nowadays and lazy to update.
-thinking all the time
-but now my mind is blank out
-MISS MY DEAR FRIENDS

Basically i am sick for about two to three days now.and i really HATE being sick non stop coughing day and night. Happy that i am able to contact one of my old friends. that i truthfully miss.and well,i miss all my friends. basically i don't have anyting to type . sorry .. my mind is damn blank!!

well, i haven't been updating the blog so .. i am going to update now!!!



so i decide to like enroll for nafa recently. because i have no any other poly to go too.and well ,i am going crazy thinking about the test and i am going to have on 14 April.and i have to like pay $85 .. so i can't quit now.so i just have to go for it..any one what to follow me..??? lol.. and i have to stuff all the stuff about the school. and i am so hoping that i can get in the course.. (furniture Design).. and i freaking piss off with my stupid freaky big brother. he always like to pick fights with me. damn it .. if he never pick fight with me i will never get scolded with my mum. step older then me. so it is all my fault la.. whatever la.. he really don't act like a brother. he act like a stupid careless brother...argh..!!!!! once again he pick a fight with me. and guess what i get scold again. and he still continued and when i continued i am the once who . get scold.. AGRH!!!!! i so hope. that i get the school cause i still what to farther my studies then going for work life ..