I really admire people who can actually write on the spot meant that the ideas come to them just like that then having to thinking very long about it . unlike me i have to think of what i want to type.Well i am not that i don't want to write it down is just that i will forget or day dreaming alot. some how day dream is not a good thing,cause i am so into day dreaming ,that i intend to not heard when someone is talking to me.

so what is my problem now.i seems to being very weird and random.state really random then normal and like to always think of him. somehow it is a stupid habit now,seems like i can day dream the whole day ..really somehow it is a good thing that is where my creative is all at. daydreaming keeps my mind going,but then people say it is a very bad habit.

i am so CONFUSED why i am crying.. and i kind of feel like this song.. but why..i am somehow losing faith in something,again i am losing something.

this is a face of a girl who has just have the greatest day with her old friends. but in a min,everything change, when a thought in her head change everything to mess her head and thought and tears just sheds and coming down her face. and all the negative thoughts about what ever she can think of became negative thoughts and somehow it seems like everything like memories and is no longer her's to keep everything seems like it is gone for good.Everyone who she known she felt like every one hate her.. and still seem like her negative thought have taken over .. rather then herself control her mind.

hmm... to be frank,i know i have been busy with school. and sleepy less days.. but on sat and sun i got some sleep well.. i almost sleep the whole day. anyways.. hmm... i really miss this person. who i know don't miss me.. yup i am talking about you syah..hehehehe.. still miss you .. don;t know why. random i know. at nafa there isalot of hot guy but some how .. you are always in my mind.. and i can't get you out.. anyways school work seem like is really what to kill me.

I really admire people who can actually write on the spot meant that the ideas come to them just like that then having to thinking very long about it . unlike me i have to think of what i want to type.Well i am not that i don't want to write it down is just that i will forget or day dreaming alot. some how day dream is not a good thing,cause i am so into day dreaming ,that i intend to not heard when someone is talking to me.

so what is my problem now.i seems to being very weird and random.state really random then normal and like to always think of him. somehow it is a stupid habit now,seems like i can day dream the whole day ..really somehow it is a good thing that is where my creative is all at. daydreaming keeps my mind going,but then people say it is a very bad habit.

i am so CONFUSED why i am crying.. and i kind of feel like this song.. but why..i am somehow losing faith in something,again i am losing something.

this is a face of a girl who has just have the greatest day with her old friends. but in a min,everything change, when a thought in her head change everything to mess her head and thought and tears just sheds and coming down her face. and all the negative thoughts about what ever she can think of became negative thoughts and somehow it seems like everything like memories and is no longer her's to keep everything seems like it is gone for good.Everyone who she known she felt like every one hate her.. and still seem like her negative thought have taken over .. rather then herself control her mind.

hmm... to be frank,i know i have been busy with school. and sleepy less days.. but on sat and sun i got some sleep well.. i almost sleep the whole day. anyways.. hmm... i really miss this person. who i know don't miss me.. yup i am talking about you syah..hehehehe.. still miss you .. don;t know why. random i know. at nafa there isalot of hot guy but some how .. you are always in my mind.. and i can't get you out.. anyways school work seem like is really what to kill me.